David Archuleta - A little too not over you

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

2/14/09

14th Feb?
Valentine's day?

Lol
it's all crap..
got so alone when your friends all had a valentine, yeah
ended up no guys hanging out with you?
hahaha
it's norm la!! what's our age?
not yet 18 and above!!
at least its just sweet 16 =.=

So tiring on that day some more

2/13/09
7:45pm
Ah sue called.
Ask me to go to school earlier.

2/14/09
6.15am
Woke up in a very tiring mood.
Not enough sleep though

6.45am
Receive a text message.
I thought everyone will be bringing their phone =.=

7.10am
Reached school.
Look for ah sue

7.30am
They said Im in red.
As in Red bag, red shirt, and purple nike shoe?
But i saw a guy having more red.
As in Red shirt, red bag, shoes with red at the back, Red pants.
Lol So now you see who is more red?

8.00am
Assembly sit according to house colour.
Sing songs.
Listening to Speech.

9.00am
The guys run 1st.
Then the girls.

9.40am
Ah sue walk with her valentine.
Me and shin ying walk back to school.

10.00am
so tired.
sit on the dividers.
alone.
so sian =.=

10.00 to 12.00pm
Something stupid happened.

1.00pm
Lunch

2.00pm
Went back home.
Rush to take shower, plan outfit, pack.

3.00pm
Late for tuition.

5.30pm
Bro pick me up and go to 1u.

6.00pm
Reached 1u.
Look for mel.

7.00pm
Eat dinner with Leon,Brandon, KC, chong ren.
Mel and Dudu is having valentine dinner i guess.
Sms Ryuzaki and got him coming to 1u also.

8.00pm
Met wen.
Went for movie.

8.30pm
Movies starts at 8.15pm but we know its bunch of advertisement.

10.00pm
Finished movie.

10.13pm
Met Ryuzaki

10.20pm
Called dad to pick me and wen.

11.oopm
Reached home.

11.15pm
Go to bed

11.50pm
10 more minutes before valentine's day
Puke.
Dunno why vomit at the toilet also.

12.00pm
Suddenly feeling not well.
Maybe depressed? I know something not right.

The end of my valentine's day.

Where is my life?
I wan it back.