Que sera sera

He, the love of my life and he knew it. He, with his dark intense eyes that pierce right through my soul and smooth, raven hair that falls lightly in front of his face, complementing his fair skin and cute lips. My mouth practically gaped open when he walked in front of me and flashed his dazzling smile. I quickly turned away before he saw me blush.

I had so many dream about you and me.
This evening i dreamed bout..
Me.
Going to your bm tuition and drag u out of the class by telling teacher some stupid reasons.
Then we run out to some places near by the tuition center and i celebrate your birthday with you.
Alone.
Wanna get with you for an hour just because it is your big day.
Very big.
Cause you're turning SIXTEEN.
A young adult.
Kinda.
Or
Almost.

I could make this as a surprise.
But i have no guts doin it.
So sorry.
So I'm just dreaming bout it whole day.
Hah. Crazy me.
I always thought.
But no way.
LOL!

What will be will be.

@.@

Do you know that it's very painful and suffering?

It's so painful to see you put that picture in your msn. i cant take it. im sorry to say that but seriously. it makes me think bout her again. i still remember u told me bout her. you're desperate for her. i was trying calm you down at that time. i remember every time u talked to me bout her. u told me everything bout her. and now. i cant stop thinking bout the past about you and her. it really hurt me. but i don wanna cry right now. later im going tuition. i just dam fucking emo. that's all. im such a sensitive girlfriend right? stupid me. i shouldn't be this way. i always think that loving someone must be happy. cause u found your love one. but i just don know why im like this. is there anything to change me? not to think bout her anymore? i hope i don know him from the start. until we recently meet each other. then we couple. isn't it better for both of us?


‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
darling
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
u ok ma?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
can tell me just now wad u thinking?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
nothing

I'd lied.
and im not gonna put any symbols anymore. Not in this post.

Little too not over you?

I love you!

Well you stood there with me, in the doorway

My hands shake, I'm not usually this way but

You pull me in, and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss
It's flawless
It's really something
It's fearless

No matter wat people said bout you. No matter what's wrong with it. I still love you! xD Like i always said:" I DON CARE" or "DON WORRY!" ^^ but sometimes i hesitate too! just wonder.. yeah.. wonder why. and wonder how. xD but no worries dear! hehe xP. and this is the most true love i ever had O.o not like the past. stupid girl yea? haha im so in love with you!

Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but, with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

I smiled.
I laughed.
I cried.
I dreamed.
I run.
I eat.
I sleep.
I listen.
But.
I love you more.

.:.:. Whities .:.:.

lol.. can feel the heart pain wan.. O.o serious.. everytime saw his ex online.. walao.. i mean her fren. yea.. dam wad lor.. zzz i wanna know more thing but cannot like that =.= dam wat la..argh the heart so pain wan when i wan to know but cannot ask like that =.= coz i really like him ma.. then .. that small little girl like so innocent.. then no point for me to ask her or wat rite.. like very busy body.. sometimes when he's with me right.. i will emo and think .. whether he think of her when im his gf now? or when i hug him does he think bout how he hug her? in my mind was all about her.. this naive form 2 girl.. i still remember i ask him not to break up.. just because he argued with her.. i feel so useless coz i am really useless.. T.T i everytime no mood oso think like this oni.. hais.. i really dunno wat to do laaa.. and i don know whether he got feel the same thing as mine when i get along with guys =.= i didnt mean to talk to guys some times.. but just .. i just don know how to tell them i don wan to talk to them.. sometimes.. is confusing.. swt i do not wanna care bout anything now.. but he's always the best for me.. i don blame him.. i just wonder.. wonder..

WONDERISM =.=

7/25/09

"need someone who will always put me 1st in everything, someone who will always be there for me... ='( "


cheer up! ah sue ahh ! lol.. no matter wat, we still best fren rite? hahaha so funny when we're talking bout our own one's and compare.. LOL ... even though we're different class though the friendship were not far apart O.o hehehehe

ytd went to frilla's bbq party O.o at 1st my bf told me he and his frens going to a bbq party.. then his frens is sitting behind me oso.. LOL then we're all frens la.. so.. they tease us when they get to know me and my bf is together.. swt so.. um.. like this la.. then i went.. and alot of classmate oso there.. then make frens lor.. O.o quite okay also but all oso prefect de =.= walao.. all know i got bf liao .. swt Zzz nevermind.. i don care liao.. monday go school die oni la XD ..
then alot more to write .. i lazy write becoz..
1st : It's private.
2nd : im lazy.

LOL wat had happen is in my mind. haha.. i'll never forget how it happen and when it happen. which is yesterday =.=

heheheheh

[初吻给了自己喜欢的人~]

i really sigh

don think ....................................... so.. there's this person.. i wonder if he knew.. if he know.. if he know.. he..... he.. knew.. im lost.. ... .. or ?


{我好像不会谈恋爱}

i just wanna cope with everything and everything will be just fine.. i guess O.o im happy.. im sad.. im emo.. im excited.. im depressed.. everything.. but nothing is gonna let me down anymore..O.o eventhough im still not sure yet but.. i think everything will be just fine.. right?

O.o So what?

puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle

Stop.

So... ... wat is it about?

lol

Him.

You sure?

Right...?

Yea.

Are you serious?

mhmm.

It's great..

i love it like that.

Breathless.

Choking me out.

Wanna be like that, everyday.

Nope, not working out.

Yes. its cool.

Ya right!

Okay fine. umm.. umm.. mhmm.. breathless.. lol didnt think so much.. haha.. i don really wanna say out here cause 'someone' might reading it T.T .. i didnt know if i should write it here.. but i love my dar dar so muchie!! xD im glad that i had u.. fine fine.. i'll write it down.. i'll write it down =.= ummmm.. um....so paiseh!! lol.. anyway.. i tell u guys a story..

there's this girl and this boy.. both of them are together.. and .. they're not in the same school.. but i know.. they both love each other and .. then when they meet each other O.o her heart beat just pound too fast until she cant breath.! lol it's more than had a crush on other guys.. hahah u get that feeling too? and and u know.. when they grab each other hands.. that feeling is ............ sooo in love with each other like no else is around.. lol .. .. .. ..

I LOVE U SO MUCH!

I don wan to be like this!

I just don wanna argue with you la.. i just love u too much until im too sensitive already.. i always wonder if u can always stay right beside me.. but.. it wont work.. i know.. i shouldnt be so selfish.. i wanna accept ur apology.. but i did not do that.. because im not satisfied.. i hate it this way...

i just hope for the best about both of us.. i don really know wat to do.. the very last time im in love was way too long ago.. now.. its new to me again.. i don really know how to handle it and this is really important to me.. i don wanna be that naive small little girl anymore.. playing with other people's feelings is just not my type.. but is there anything i have to do ? i don really know much but.. i always hoping... and hoping.. it would be better.. i just love him..

i think i had just fcuk everything up =.=

simply bury the hatchet?

dotzzz

你给异性一种很沉默、文静的印象，但给同性一种消极、不开朗的感觉，没有人知道
你的脑中到底在想什么，所以要追求你相当地累，因为你不太表达自己真正的想法、
感觉或许就是这种特质，给人一种"神秘"感，因此异性缘相当不错，但可不要因为
自己的不果断，而同时脚踏好几条船，这样最后可会一无所有喔！

hehehe.. nothing to blog about lehh.. =.=

Some rules are meant to be broken

I dye my hair.
I couple with a boy.

It says it all?

&&&&&&&&&

HE DIDNT REPLY ME!! wthhhhhh.. why he never reply me wan? while im sick, when i got all sorts of problems!! why he didnt reply me? i spam his msn, facebook, smses..
WHY ARE YOU NOT REPLYING ME WHEN IM IN TROUBLES!?!?
wthh.. T.T

I really need you.