>|There's a Hero lies in you|<

Planned!

2009-08-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

I understand. You know what? I understand why be in a relationship is god damn tired. Is about to compromise with our parents. We cant be caught up into that situation because they will punished us and we cant be together with our loved ones. Besides, whenever we wanna go out with 'em. We have to lie. Isn't it? If your parents are open minded enough. It's not a problem for you! But MOST of the parents now do not allow their kids be on a relationship. Why? Because they want them to get good results. and worst of all. we don't do that. (as for a normal kid like me ><) So, this is in my point of view~!

To avoid this situation. I came out with this idea. Which is: For this final term examination, and for next year restream, (our stupid school is going to restream us again in our form 5 year =.=") I planned to study really hard. So I can tell them/prove to them I can do good in my studies and be in a relationship simultaneously! ....

Actually, it's all in my mind. Scorpio needs these two. Its important for 'em. It's important for scorpio to have romance and career. Seriously, No lying. hmm.. and i had these planing came into my mind.

My mind is so busy during this week holidays. Hahas. Not really having fun ya know. T__T sad case.

Lies.

2009-08-24T20:10:00.003+08:00

I want to go. But I don't want to ask. and maybe better i don't go. Im tired of. errr.. Lying.
Can I don't lie to my parents?

To go.
I have to lie.
No more any better way.
Im tired.
Serious.

2009-08-22T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hey!

You know what? Do you know that? Im such a useless girlfriend ya know.. serious im serious. really true and not false.. hmm.. how u say that? erm.. kinda wierd u know.. but its true..

some times i hate. some times i like. and sometimes i LOVE.

scorpio

hmm.. cause.. its wat u wan. u must get. isnt it selfish? but its the scope. *sigh*

wat if i don believe it? No way! You gotta be kidding me rite? hmm it is real ya know that?
erm.. can i change it? lol.. its funny.
how can u change its own personalities?
owh.. maybe i can? Or maybe not...

feeling down..

I wan you.
Shift to my school.
It's selfish.
I know.
So i hide my feelings.
To not let your parents think im those 'kind' of girl.
So I don't wanna talk bout it anymore.
Alright?

Nah. i know im not alright. that's shows how useless am i.

I just know how to make you cry.
I only pile up your burden.
I don't make any difference in your life.
I don't think im perfect for you.
But i love u very much.
But is there anything i do for you is helpful enough?

Recently, Im soooooo in love with piano! lol..
watch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zw9xzXenpgY&NR=1

hmm..
shouldn't be so str8 forward rite? im not that kind of person. T__T
*sigh*

Im soooooo worried!

2009-08-03T11:11:00.003+08:00

argh.. why so many things need to get over it ahh? haiss this saturday O.o sighh i really dunno lehh.. then tonight oso i die lor? T.T dam wad la.. why all oso seems like i'd lied to them then hard to cover the truth T.T i really dunno lehhhhhh! SHIT! SHITY ME! wanna kill my own self liao .. hais..
take a deep breath
take a deep breath
T.T
wana chill
but cant.
why so sad?

Que sera sera

2009-07-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

He, the love of my life and he knew it. He, with his dark intense eyes that pierce right through my soul and smooth, raven hair that falls lightly in front of his face, complementing his fair skin and cute lips. My mouth practically gaped open when he walked in front of me and flashed his dazzling smile. I quickly turned away before he saw me blush.

I had so many dream about you and me.
This evening i dreamed bout..
Me.
Going to your bm tuition and drag u out of the class by telling teacher some stupid reasons.
Then we run out to some places near by the tuition center and i celebrate your birthday with you.
Alone.
Wanna get with you for an hour just because it is your big day.
Very big.
Cause you're turning SIXTEEN.
A young adult.
Kinda.
Or
Almost.

I could make this as a surprise.
But i have no guts doin it.
So sorry.
So I'm just dreaming bout it whole day.
Hah. Crazy me.
I always thought.
But no way.
LOL!

What will be will be.

@.@

2009-07-27T19:31:00.003+08:00

Do you know that it's very painful and suffering?

It's so painful to see you put that picture in your msn. i cant take it. im sorry to say that but seriously. it makes me think bout her again. i still remember u told me bout her. you're desperate for her. i was trying calm you down at that time. i remember every time u talked to me bout her. u told me everything bout her. and now. i cant stop thinking bout the past about you and her. it really hurt me. but i don wanna cry right now. later im going tuition. i just dam ~~fucking~~ emo. that's all. im such a sensitive girlfriend right? stupid me. i shouldn't be this way. i always think that loving someone must be happy. cause u found your love one. but i just don know why im like this. is there anything to change me? not to think bout her anymore? i hope i don know him from the start. until we recently meet each other. then we couple. isn't it better for both of us?

‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
darling
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
u ok ma?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
can tell me just now wad u thinking?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
nothing

I'd lied.
and im not gonna put any symbols anymore. Not in this post.

Little too not over you?

I love you!

2009-07-27T15:11:00.005+08:00

Well you stood there with me, in the doorway

My hands shake, I'm not usually this way but

You pull me in, and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss
It's flawless
It's really something
It's fearless

No matter wat people said bout you. No matter what's wrong with it. I still love you! xD Like i always said:" I DON CARE" or "DON WORRY!" ^^ but sometimes i hesitate too! just wonder.. yeah.. wonder why. and wonder how. xD but no worries dear! hehe xP. and this is the most true love i ever had O.o not like the past. stupid girl yea? haha im so in love with you!

Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but, with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

I smiled.
I laughed.
I cried.
I dreamed.
I run.
I eat.
I sleep.
I listen.
But.
I love you more.

.:.:. Whities .:.:.

2009-07-26T16:38:00.004+08:00

lol.. can feel the heart pain wan.. O.o serious.. everytime saw his ex online.. walao.. i mean her fren. yea.. dam wad lor.. zzz i wanna know more thing but cannot like that =.= dam wat la..argh the heart so pain wan when i wan to know but cannot ask like that =.= coz i really like him ma.. then .. that small little girl like so innocent.. then no point for me to ask her or wat rite.. like very busy body.. sometimes when he's with me right.. i will emo and think .. whether he think of her when im his gf now? or when i hug him does he think bout how he hug her? in my mind was all about her.. this naive form 2 girl.. i still remember i ask him not to break up.. just because he argued with her.. i feel so useless coz i am really useless.. T.T i everytime no mood oso think like this oni.. hais.. i really dunno wat to do laaa.. and i don know whether he got feel the same thing as mine when i get along with guys =.= i didnt mean to talk to guys some times.. but just .. i just don know how to tell them i don wan to talk to them.. sometimes.. is confusing.. swt i do not wanna care bout anything now.. but he's always the best for me.. i don blame him.. i just wonder.. wonder..

WONDERISM =.=

7/25/09

2009-07-26T15:37:00.004+08:00

"need someone who will always put me 1st in everything, someone who will always be there for me... ='( "

cheer up! ah sue ahh ! lol.. no matter wat, we still best fren rite? hahaha so funny when we're talking bout our own one's and compare.. LOL ... even though we're different class though the friendship were not far apart O.o hehehehe

ytd went to frilla's bbq party O.o at 1st my bf told me he and his frens going to a bbq party.. then his frens is sitting behind me oso.. LOL then we're all frens la.. so.. they tease us when they get to know me and my bf is together.. swt so.. um.. like this la.. then i went.. and alot of classmate oso there.. then make frens lor.. O.o quite okay also but all oso prefect de =.= walao.. all know i got bf liao .. swt Zzz nevermind.. i don care liao.. monday go school die oni la XD ..
then alot more to write .. i lazy write becoz..
1st : It's private.
2nd : im lazy.

LOL wat had happen is in my mind. haha.. i'll never forget how it happen and when it happen. which is yesterday =.=

heheheheh

[初吻给了自己喜欢的人~]

i really sigh

2009-07-22T20:07:00.004+08:00

don think ....................................... so.. there's this person.. i wonder if he knew.. if he know.. if he know.. he..... he.. knew.. im lost.. ... .. or ?

{我好像不会谈恋爱}

i just wanna cope with everything and everything will be just fine.. i guess O.o im happy.. im sad.. im emo.. im excited.. im depressed.. everything.. but nothing is gonna let me down anymore..O.o eventhough im still not sure yet but.. i think everything will be just fine.. right?

O.o So what?

2009-07-22T19:07:00.005+08:00

puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle
puzzle

Stop.

So... ... wat is it about?

lol

Him.

You sure?

Right...?

Yea.

Are you serious?

mhmm.

It's great..

i love it like that.

Breathless.

Choking me out.

Wanna be like that, everyday.

Nope, not working out.

Yes. its cool.

Ya right!

Okay fine. umm.. umm.. mhmm.. breathless.. lol didnt think so much.. haha.. i don really wanna say out here cause 'someone' might reading it T.T .. i didnt know if i should write it here.. but i love my dar dar so muchie!! xD im glad that i had u.. fine fine.. i'll write it down.. i'll write it down =.= ummmm.. um....so paiseh!! lol.. anyway.. i tell u guys a story..

there's this girl and this boy.. both of them are together.. and .. they're not in the same school.. but i know.. they both love each other and .. then when they meet each other O.o her heart beat just pound too fast until she cant breath.! lol it's more than had a crush on other guys.. hahah u get that feeling too? and and u know.. when they grab each other hands.. that feeling is ............ sooo in love with each other like no else is around.. lol .. .. .. ..

I LOVE U SO MUCH!

I don wan to be like this!

2009-07-21T20:36:00.002+08:00

I just don wanna argue with you la.. i just love u too much until im too sensitive already.. i always wonder if u can always stay right beside me.. but.. it wont work.. i know.. i shouldnt be so selfish.. i wanna accept ur apology.. but i did not do that.. because im not satisfied.. i hate it this way...

i just hope for the best about both of us.. i don really know wat to do.. the very last time im in love was way too long ago.. now.. its new to me again.. i don really know how to handle it and this is really important to me.. i don wanna be that naive small little girl anymore.. playing with other people's feelings is just not my type.. but is there anything i have to do ? i don really know much but.. i always hoping... and hoping.. it would be better.. i just love him..

i think i had just ~~fcuk~~ everything up =.=

simply bury the hatchet?

dotzzz

2009-07-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

你给异性一种很沉默、文静的印象，但给同性一种消极、不开朗的感觉，没有人知道
你的脑中到底在想什么，所以要追求你相当地累，因为你不太表达自己真正的想法、
感觉或许就是这种特质，给人一种"神秘"感，因此异性缘相当不错，但可不要因为
自己的不果断，而同时脚踏好几条船，这样最后可会一无所有喔！

hehehe.. nothing to blog about lehh.. =.=

Some rules are meant to be broken

2009-07-07T23:18:00.004+08:00

I dye my hair.
I couple with a boy.

It says it all?

&&&&&&&&&

HE DIDNT REPLY ME!! wthhhhhh.. why he never reply me wan? while im sick, when i got all sorts of problems!! why he didnt reply me? i spam his msn, facebook, smses..
WHY ARE YOU NOT REPLYING ME WHEN IM IN TROUBLES!?!?
wthh.. T.T

I really need you.

6.27.09

2009-06-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

WOw.. so tiring.. hhehe actuali planning to cut boyish hairstyle O.o but everyone asked me not to cut.. so.. and then if i cut.. lollipop say he like long hair girl.. so.. and then .. choon hoong say long hair girl is hot.. of coz la.. =.= they long hair ma.. sure hot la.. =.= (bu shuang) im so desperate? lol kinda.. EVERYONE wans me to leave long hair.. then leave lor.. hais.. anything la.. um..

saturday? nth much to do actualli.. but whole afternoon chatting with lollipop.. kinda sian i dunno wat topic to tlak about ..=.= how ah? really dying.. going bad.. =.= i think no hope lor..

and i didnt cut my hair because he like long hair.. wth? i oso got think bout me la.. if i don listen to him.. i wan the way i like.. so how is it? if i really cut.. then he don like me? so y i bother? so wat? but still. i did not take the risk.. O.o

at night.. came back home at 8 gua.. then bro say go watch movie.. i tot we both oni.. then we go ikea 1st.. he eat.. then meet his fren .. his fren oso bring his sis.. but so young.. ok ok la.. then walk lor.. meet another 2 fren at some restaurant.. that my bro best fren keep looking at me =.= trying to hide oso.. this is the 3rd time i met him.. 1st was in prom night, KL tower.. and 2nd is he come to my house to do.. um something to sell.. lol the sis keep on looking at me.. haha anyway .. the whole outing i didnt talk.. LOL.. i always like that de la.. im not bored oso.. then hor.. transformer from 9 to 12am lol.. after that we all go makan.. at ss2 murni.. O.o so suspicious la.. i saw 2 groups from cineleisure watch movie oso then later i saw them at thr eating oso.. y all so gam 1? all go thr somemore.. then when drinks come.. i tot its mine or bro la.. then i take lor.. then my bro ask.. this is ur 1 meh? then i push to him la.. then he say is my 1 meh? then he go push to his fren.. =.= swt.. i dunno ma.. then his fren say.. she tired already is it? LOL.. bro kept quiet and look around.. o.o

Exhausted.

2009-06-25T22:10:00.004+08:00

Im trying to hide again. O.o this time.. im trying to shift school O.o im trying to shift back to SMK BU4. but i don think my dad will let.. after telling him about this. O.o i really wanted to but.. sigh.. i think no hope la.. im actuali wanna go back thr to start all over again. as in teachers and homework and study =.= i cant stand my own class and the homeworks is getting more and more until i have tuitions and barely finish it on time u know? and the advantage that is.. i can walk to school. and mum do not need to fetch me everyday from school. and and another thing is.. the class there is not so stressful as in my class now.. its killing me =.= i really don know how to tell my dad about this. O.o

sigh.. im just trying to hide rite? hide away from my school now? =.= i really dunno wat to do besides that.. nothing make it better, i really dunno wat to do.. no one ever guide me.. how ah? i really dunno lehhhhh.. T_T

funny

2009-06-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

You have just sent a nudge. *
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *halo *eh
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *hi *yes?
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *friday cnt go training adi *i spraint my leg
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *OMG *ok ma? *lol *nice ma? *i wan oso *i never try before T.T
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *u siao?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *nope *i wan *try *XD *XP
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *i walk walk suddenly leg will pain de-.- *ROFL
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *WAAA *SO GOOD *I WAN LEHHHH
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *=.=
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *how to spraint ur leg 1/ *i wan learn
Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *zzzz *play basketball landing
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *OK *I TRY Gĩß§ǿņ™=劫神 says: *anything lar if u really hurt ur leg i dunno u lor-.- ~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says: *broke better *LOL

love sssLollipopsss

2009-06-24T19:02:00.004+08:00

hehehehehhehehhehehehe....

i brought about 20 lollipops from school today... am i crazy? LOL.. and ytd i brought some sweet also.. pn er saw me brought sweets for 2 days liao.. hahaha then she called my name.. SO LOUD.. like scolding me like that. i was shocked. the 1st thing i tot was .. i did passed up my homework rite? then she say.. "AUI YONG WEI HUA!! U AH.. YTD SEE U BUY THE SWEET!! TODAY BUY LOLLIPOP?!?! NOT GOOD 1 AH.. BAD FOR HEALTH.. " hahahahahah i was smiling all the way she warned me.. and that time so many ppl in front somemore!! cause clive is selling lollipop to me .. hahaha my class oni i buy.. ..... .... ... sometimes ppl think im crazy, like a guy who always eat lollipop in tuition.. and own self also trying to eat also.. y ah? i don understand.. and david says he is an idiot? T_T nvm.. its okay.. i did not make any move for him.. i just like him.. XD i wont emo anymore..

and about just now.. i went tuition.. hehehe.. bio tuition.. should be tuition with him.. but nah.. he go for later class.. so everytime after tuition, i WILL walk to bus stop XD so its far and can meet him on the way.. XD he come to tuition by train.. so... hehehe and then hor.. today i called my dad immediately after tuition.. then, im so happy that he asked me to walk to bus stop again!! heheh.. and then.. he also asked me to slowlyyyyy walk.. then i realy SLOWLY walk.. hahah.. but i slow until.. i reached 7/11 also i haven see him.. T.T was quite upset.. but NVM.. the bus stop is down there but i stay beside 7/11 LOL.. cause the place where the train ppl will walk pass ma.. then i keep waiting and waiting thr, i keep thinking bout him until i forgot bout he's coming!.. suddenly i looked up to the stairs.. and saw HIM!! i was too happy and i quickly take out my phone!! and pretend to text some one? and and when he walk nearer and nearer on the way to me.. i can hear my heart beat.. totally is ... wow.. can really listen to it clearly.. and my leg cramp again.. =.= its totally.. numb and .. cant move at all.. sigh.. is this the sign that i had a crush on him? or wat?

i wanna make this clear.

im happy. but i wont make any move anymore.. like the previous post.. even im frustrated. i will wait.. i will. because. im a scorpio.

Hate being frustrated.

2009-06-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

u know, when u wan someone or something so desperately. and u don wanna bother the others and.. try not to get it BUT when u are so dam desperately to get it. .. the feelings. which is when im not satisfied and i hate being like that.

okay, i make it more specific.in my heart, i wan something so desperately, but i don wan it. i force myself not to get it. u understand? i hate that feeling.

but at the end. i wont get it too. failure rite? okay.. everytime. im just afraid. i dunno wat im afraid of. im just afraid. theres so many things for me to worry about. thats all. fullstop.

like like example, im emo, and i wanted someone to listen to me. and in my mind i just keep thinking bout the same thing. but i don feel like bothering them. cause i will make them emo with me also. so i never talk about it again. =.= i kept it to myself. and that feelings is killing me. im so frustrated.

its simple yet tough for me.

oh ya.. bout the .. um.. i told my parents that i don feel like taking tuition for 1 month. 1st, i told my mum, then, she answer like some how yes? then at night, i told my dad, i said can i don take tuition for 1 month? my dad answered:" then y ur brother can make it?" i was really speechless.. and mad and angry and that feeling is so dotzzz . and then he keep asking me why. so i say tired. and i say i wanna study myself. i say its too rush for me.. after school then straight tuition. then he say: u cannot give up 1.. like this then give up already..... omgawdddddd... im really no more hope to talk to him anymore la.. shit.. i feel like crying everytime i talk about this..

I STOP HERE!

Im not happy.

2009-06-22T19:20:00.005+08:00

Now i know.

Im trying to hide. im trying to avoid them. im afraid. im scared. nowonder all these time i accept everthing which im afraid to resist. Im always the scaredy cat. I hate school. I mean i love school last year. but not this year. i suck. i cant face the truth. i cried. but the problems is not solve yet. im tired already. i try to sleep. every night and day. but still i can feel the pressure. its not going away. until i really do something on my shoulder. the burden is getting heavier everyday, u know. the part im happy in my life is just getting along with frens. i love my frens. well, i love my subjects. but i don like my school teachers. im afraid of them. i always didnt do homework and im scared they will scold me. actuali i study until forget to do my hw. and i actuali love to slack at home. i feel happy being at home. and when i talk bout this. i think of my std 1 life. omgawd, im a total failure during that time. im serious. during std 1, im in yuk chai school. its afternoon school la. so.. mostly is my nearby neighbour fetch me with his son. and everytime i leave my home. i look at my home from the windscreen. i feel so dam emotional! then i began to cry. EVERYDAY. and my parents went to school to see me when my fren called them to come. see me crying in the school =.= so embarrassing. now.. i had that feelings again. every morning. i feel like crying when leaving the home. am i childish? i don know y all these happening again? i don get it.

im not afraid of study. but im afraid of school. wth is that going to be? im sick. i wanna feel the freedom. i wanna let my shoulder relax for the 1st time. im not satisfied. im ~~emo~~.

I need some one.

Stress out! Fatigue

2009-06-21T20:32:00.006+08:00

Stress...............

im looking for a solution to solve this problem since the year 2009 started.. i knew it will end 1 day. which is year 2010 november. still a long way to go.. clock is ticking and im not resting everyday, every minute, every second. homework is a killer and school no longer fun. im sick.. unlike other smart people. im a lazy and dumb student. cant make it. i can still remember how i wanted to be in pure sci so desperately and frustrated. once i got in.. i was so happy. but the pressure.. is killing me. i never give up. not until next year november. im gonna make it. i told myself. but im half dead RIGHT NOW. parent don seem to be more likely understandable. (i dunno wat im typing) and they are like cops. just judge things when there are prove. im like a wanted person. always caught me slacking around in the house. but they do not see wat i did in school. they do not see how much effort i put in. they do not deserve it. when they look at the marks i get. wow.. im so dead. even i failed 1 subject, others failed 5. they say don look at others. look at your classmate. see how did they do. oh my goodness. my class is those smart and hardworking student and u compared me with them! i said im lazy and dumb! but they will argue saying why aint u not hardworking enough? owh.. fuck off. im sick of these. i pressure my self to pass all subject ya know? i stressed myself to go tuition and is actually pay attention for every class i attended! u don have the eye to see me how stressful it is and u just fcuk everything up? im not angry when im trying to say this. just wanna let it all out. i kept this for like .. since i had my highschool life. omgawd. its really killing me when u're not supporting me u know.. i don know why. i don understand. u will think im still a young, naive girl. not even mature yet. and u were yelling at me not to facebook, not to upload photos on the web. not to twitter. which everyone know ur secret. not to blog. ppl will find out bout ur life. oooo.. so wat? i keep all to myself? im gonna be sooooo dead.

im really out. i wanna runaway 1 day. 1 day is enough. i wanna be alone. really alone. leave me alone. i wanna enjoy that day. i wanna relax. clear my mind. before i can really move on on my lfie again. i need to chillax. leave stress behind. i need a brighter future. i hope alot. i wish alot.. i hope God will help. and i know He will. so i tried my best. i know they nag and yell at me is good. and im not good enough. but everyone is not perfect. i also don wanna be perfect. but i wanna be consistent. i wanna find one day. but how? i wanna runaway one day. but i cant.

Don't wanna think about you - Simple Plan

Can You Leave Me Here Alone Now
I Don't Wanna Hear You Say
That You Know Me
That I Should Be Always Doing What You Say
Cause I'm Trying To Get Through Today
And Theres One Thing I Know
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Me
Don't Wanna Figure This Out
Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Nothing
Don't Wanna Talk This One Out
Wont Let You Bring Me Down
Cause I Know
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Dont Wanna Think About You
When I Wake Up Here Tomorrow
Things Will Never Be The Same
'Cause I Won't Wait
You Won't Change
And You'll Always Be This Way
I'm Going To Get Through Today
'Cause I Know
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Me
Don't Wanna Figure This Out
Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Nothing
Don't Wanna Talk This One Out
This Time I Wont Let You Bring Me Down
Won't Let You Shut Me Out
This Time I Know
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Runaway, Runnaway
I'm Running As Fast As I Can
Runaway, Runaway
I'll Never Come Back Again
Runaway, Runaway
Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Me
Don't Wanna Figure This Out
Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Me
Don't Wanna Talk This One OuT
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Me
Don't Wanna Figure This Out
Don't Wanna Think About You
Think About Nothing
Don't Wanna Talk This One Out
This Time I Wont Let You Bring Me Down
Won't Let You Shut Me Out
This Time I Know
I Don't Wanna Think About You
Runaway Runaway
Don't Wanna Think About You
Runaway Runaway
Don't Wanna Think About You
Runaway Runaway
Don't Wanna Think About You
Runaway Runaway
Don't Wanna Think About You.

Please guide me!

Haiz

2009-06-21T10:44:00.005+08:00

Nothing gonna be so easy.

~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*my fren told me something ytd
*he is true.. i mean..
*bout lollipop
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Huh?
*Wat true bout lollipop
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*um
*as in
*i don need him
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Hmmm
*Really?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i don know
*im not sure wat i wan
*oi
*u thr?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Ya...
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*then u und me?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*But without him u so miss him...
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*Lol
*thats why i dunno
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*U dun wanna pakto but u wan him
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i miss him every day but the feeling .. dunno where it go
*yalo.. i don wan go pakto with him 1st some more
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*No miss him d?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ghot
*got
*but..
*not desperate lor..
*i think i know wat i wan gua
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Wat u wan?
*Just be fren wif him
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i guess so
*i dunno..
*LO
*LOL
*i tot i know
*but actuali i dunno
*haha
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*-.-
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i think im tired
*so i don wan?
*i still dunno wat i wan
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*But u keep missing him?

*I almost the same
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*so how?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*I wan her but she dun wan
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*wat should i do?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*See wat u wan lorh
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ok
*und
*i need time
*i don wanna hurt him
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*...
*Hurt him now itz better but i dunno la
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*LOL
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*If u wanna couple wif him then continue like now lo
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*wthh? i now just be fren with him oni.. never move on oso
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*If not then better make urself stop
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ok
*und
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Cuz u will cannot stop one
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*stop wat?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*The feeling of wanting him

yea.. i wan him.. but now i don? wthhh.. i don get it..

after this conversation:


								no dear
								you do not NEED one
								then wat i wan?
								you're lookin for companionship, but dont go and find a guy just because u need a guy
								that makes u desperate, and gives the guy more power over u
								just because you're lonely doesnt mean u need a bf
								i mean.. i know exactly how u feel..
								find a good friend.
								let it develope
								und
								it wont work out if u decide u like a total stranger
								i think i get it
								cause.. the relationship is goin to be weird
								yea
								being a good friend first.. and if u find u like each oder..den move on
								understand

i don know wat to do next..

Could u lead me another way out?

6.21.09

2009-06-21T00:23:00.004+08:00

the Day before June twenty first.

i'd been busy all the long! ahaha.. and it's the 2nd 'online dating' for me with lollipop.. XD
everything going on very slow..

today's schedule..

11.00 am - woke up
11.15 am - text melissa
11.sumthing - went out with family for breakfast
11.45am - on the way to klcc to meet melissa
1.10am - met melissa in kinokuniya
2.30am - went toilet with desmond and melissa.
3.00am blah blah
5.00am - send melissa and desmond back
5.10am - sleep
7..00am - woke up
7.01am - onlined
7.02am- LOLLIPOP ONLINED
7.15am - playing games with lollipop
7.20am - mum asked me to take bath
7.30am - mum called again -> still playing
7.40am mum and dad going out for dinner
7.50am- bro call me faster.. offline so we can go out eat dinner too.. BUT I HAVEN TAKE BATH YET LA.. and still were playing games..LOL
8.15am- simply get ready..
8.30am - went to 1u.
9.00am - night at the muzuem 2 movie..
11.00am- back to home..
11.20am - take bath..
11.30 onlined..
1.02am - blogging..

FINE STOP.. and don blame me for writing the time.. in am.. all the way..
i got headache and stomach ache.. wthhh
and some thing la.. swt

Ok.. gtg sleep.. tml guitar.. wanna learn new songs.. XD

IM OUT!

2009-06-17T22:17:00.004+08:00

IM SICK OF THIS!

~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
um
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
how to say ah
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
msg shows it all wor
Scoot (: says:
><
Scoot (: says:
just tell me what happened i don't need to know all the details
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
he treat me well.. but actuali
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
is like fake 1.. not from the bottom of his heart
Scoot (: says:
and you know this how?
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
how
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
um
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
ok
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
i think la
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
i keep on thinking and compare
Scoot (: says:
><
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
see his real face emotions
Scoot (: says:
you just think too much.
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
and sms
Scoot (: says:
that's all
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
ok..
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
but i know he don like me
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
if tml i go tuition and comfirm again..
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
if he really like that..
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
that shows it all..
~ *unicefSailormoonX says:
its the end..
Scoot (: says:
><
Scoot (: says:
sigh..
Scoot (: says:
i just think it's not the right guy
Scoot (: says:
maybe he does like you
Scoot (: says:
but he's not into a serious relationship
Scoot (: says:
it's just a flirt game

im really out .. im sick of this.. i don wanna try anymore.. i don wanna have a second chance.. he just suck.. just don feel like talk about it anymore..

OMG

2009-06-16T20:17:00.002+08:00

OMG.. he is CAPRICORN!!!!!! IM SO DEAD..... but... i think really no hope.. yea.. really and serious.. and its true.. he IS a capricorn.. so.. i guess im totally FLAT.. like wat my cousin said.. and my cousin is oso capricorn but.. he is okay for me .. BUT THIS IS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE!.. this is my crush and he is capricorn.. i cant do anything T.T so here's the prob :

1st, if someone confess to capri, they might accept. and the next day if he don like u .. he will run away from u.. and if u still find him or run to get him back.. he will say:" i don like u! please get lost!"
2nd, they don bother about how much they like u.. they like u means like you.. they don like u straight don like u.. u get wat i mean?
3rd, they care bout their dignity more than anything.. =.=
4th, they don like ppl make fun of them.. as in that day i was joking and he take it seriously T.T

there's nothing more i can say bout capricorn.. hope he is not like those attitudes.. .. i can cry if he really like this .. .. .. .. ..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$

and another thing is.. my results.. suck.. really bad.. lol my dad don blame me.. and suddenly my mum treat me so different! never scold me sitting in front of computer.. O.o so weird after telling my dad i failed my sejarah.. lol..

ok la i don wanna blog anymore.. keep it for tomorrow..

2009-06-14T20:11:00.002+08:00

sigh.. one says let him know im desperate.. so when he knew im desperate, he will play me, cause its fun to play a desperate girl, and then he will fall in love with me. wat kind of risk is this?! lol.. and one say: opposite attracts, means guy attract to girls and girl attract to guys. and another one says : don let him know u're desperate! when u non stop texting him and will annoyed him!

so what now?

_____________________________________________________________________

had an outing with.. um.. melissa,desmond(mel's lil bro), david and dudu.. tot im not going to catch that movie with them.. but since it starts at 1.40 so i still can make it.. and everything goes on like this.. oh yea.. bought a lollipop.. from archade =.= funny tho.. but now i found out theres lollipop machine.. im gonna buy it everytime i go there.. ..

shows im really desperate?

_____________________________________________________________________

i never thought of im gonna fall in lovewith a guy anymore!oh yea i tot.. but im absolutely wrong..

stupid me..

>| Lollipop 2 |<

2009-06-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder.. if he knew i like him.. if he know about me.. is he playing around with me feelings? he asked me.. is he disturbing me? OBVIOUSLY NOT! .. he is thinking bout the same thing as wat im thinking.. im afraid i annoyed him.. im afraid i make him angry....

he kept on asking bout my life.. im happy with that.. but the problem is after realising eaach other stuffs.. im afraid that he will think we're not the same and don wan me anymore! cause .. i actuali think that earlier.. O.o my daily life is sooooo diff from his.. so how?
and ..and the way he know something bout me.. everytime praise me! is like i always heard some words that wish me good luck or be more confidence! but wat i wan from him is not like this... i wan him to know me.. i wan him to care bout me.. i wan him to understand why am i doing this~!

i don need praises.. i just like u ! sigh,, i really dunno wat to do and.. i realli cant seem to face the true rite?

he just zent me another caring msg.. T.T im soooo.. i reali dunno wat im doing even im so satisfied already!! T.T

im such a useless girl.. and i keep stopping him from saying those relationship stuff! am i crazy?

and he will think im avoiding him bout these stuff? but im not.. i think im not ready yet.. i wan it..

he is soooooo gonna know bout i don wanna stop the conversation T.T
i think he knew im desperate.. i really like him.. i cant stop smilling and smiling until my family thinks im crazy some times.. T.T i really dunno wat im doing T.T

some one can explain to me wat happen?

>| Lollipop |<

2009-06-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

LOLLIPOP!! YEA!! I REALLY LIKE HIM!! XD

LOL LOL LOL
i guess he know i like him too
O.o but.. who cares? he treat me really nice!
XD i didnt know a stranger would treat a stranger so nice O.o
even though im happy with it, sometimes i felt abit cold cause.. i awake myself for not so into this conversation.. why am i doing this? and sometimes.. i feel like im dreaming! i feel like im floating! i was thinking in my mind that this is so not gonna happen! but it did! and im the one who texting him! im so confused when he treat me more than a stranger .. or more than a friend just like couples.. but we're not! we just talk to each other TODAy and i really need to know him more and.. i promise myself before this.. im just gonna be friend with him and not gonna talk bout relationships with him! and i force myself.. NOT to mention it.. so i did and but got 1 msg i did mention but lucky
i try to twist the sentence.. and i think he is not ready oso.. i guess he is not that into me.. =.= but the way he talks to me.. it was so different.. in a good way.. i mean.. um.. just like a boyfriend.. yea.. TOTALLY.. it was incredible! and unbelievable~!! omgawd!! i keep asking myself is it im dreaming or wat? he is so interested in asking me how's my life and asking watever im up to!

but the sad thing is.. we're like doing different things .. as in.. lifestyle.. yea.. he mentioned that.. and i was kinda upset bout it.. cause i cant find the similarities in our world.. T.T i was thinking that is it we come from a different world? as in.. we cannot be together? haiss.. i really got no idea..

oh ya.. and and i keep on imagining wat will he do on that day we gonna meet which is on tuesday!! i will be so nervous! cause teaxting and real life are 2 different thing and i really hate it when transferring everything into reality!! it is sooooo gonna kill me.. so all these thing im so head ache bout!

sigh i guess im in love with him is his look? and the way he treat me? i wonder if there is more points to make me like him.. im trying to list out here why i like him..

His looks? if not y i fell in love with him at the 1st place?
His uniform.. LOL
The 'feeling'.. he gave me that feeling when he went into the class on thursday^^
the way he treat me ?
the way he joke around?
the way he ask bout me?
i really got no idea anymore T.T

i guess.. like a person really got no reasons y u like them.. T.T and oh ya... about .. him..
i guess.. we were like .. don need to ask him bout.. physical questions! like asking.. whether u are pure science or wat stream ! like we knew it from our heart!.. but the most terrible place is.. i don know wat is his inside world thinking! and i really wanna know wat is his heart thinking but.. i cant ask him just like this.. T.T rite?

i guess im tired.. i wanna rest.. i should wish him good night by now.. T.T
i really like him!

>| The Cycle |<

2009-04-14T19:28:00.003+08:00

Im going to mention "we" in this post because i guess.. Everyone also think this way.. err or it is a 'maybe' ? i dunno

okay.. its like this..
Everytime when parents were nagging u, or they said as in 'advice' (they sound more like scolding too) and trying to confront u or something.. As a child, what will u do at the first place?

I think we will be like mumbling and we'll be looking out if we're in the car, rite?
Oh well.. I did look outside.. but i did not mumble or something .. just yeah
I was frus for not to sob la.. but for my situation .. i considered as highly communicating with my parents.. yea.. i do that.. but for some certain reasons rite.. we, teenager.. still wont truly tell all our secrets to our parents, isnt it?
I can tell u why.. it's just because they will still advice u or confront u or even scold you for being so childish or being a so-called negative child .. LOL
Example: If you want to try to h a boyfriend during high school, if u told your parents.. or either one of them.. common sense.. they must be scolding like dunno wat d rite?
yeah.. so it considered as not a good way to express everything u thought of to them some times..
so I sigh.............................
and continue where i stopped.. I were saying i will try not to sob rite? I can explain.. it is because I'm frustrated bout something like what i'd said and another point that is they always believed they're true..

YUP! i knew we, teenagers always think this way or maybe not.. but still cause they DO think they had experienced many many thing or situation or even half of their life gone.. so they think they're some kind of EXPERT.. rite? actually yahlah.. they old ma.. if not..? so they INSIST we to listen to them and blah blah blah..

Actually they thought they observed their child thoroughly.. but NO, some times things cant be predict through looks rite? or expression.. i guess.. things that did not told out are not like wat it seems like too!

So.. err then they also got and even scolding their child for not taking their advice.. ya.. this point.. and sometimes u can even see they did not respect our grandfather or grandmother.. why do you bother to respect them too! rite? and sometimes they also will mumbling why their parents so troublesome...and u know.. they will still mumbling when our grandparents giving out advice.. and weas grandchildren will just follow! isnt it!?

Actually it's easy peasy!.. when parents are wondering why their child not listening to them.. it's just because you're so annoying! true though.. and when they just after school then parent come and fetch.. it's the best time for them to nag u rite? but it is the time where u're DAMN tired and the time where the fight starts.. ahhaa ..

No matter how.. u will be thinking .. THEY are still your parents.. mum says boyfriend or husband can be substitude.. but mum or dad only got 1.. and could not be change or substitute..
even though it's like this.. they everytime thought of nagging u or advising u are for you own good as we can everyday hear that .. but think at a common sense way..
You think your child will listen to you if u KEEP on nagging them?
My answer is they will or will not..
Reasons?
My reason for 'Will' is they keep on listening and listening then the words you speak went into their mind.. so.. it just stays in their mind so they will follow and considered already take your advice..
My reason for 'Will not' is because inside them was unhappy with your 'scolding' .. for them they think negatively until they can even hate their parents for doing that.. and finally outburst..

Anyway, that may be true or may not be true because either one of the lucky child out there having a more 'open-minded' parents, we don't know.. and they can even 'show off' to other child that always having those 'parents advice' la..

that's the reason i said maybe yes or no lor..

I guess i should stop here.. if i continue also will just repeat or talking unnecessary stuffs d..

2009-02-21T11:31:00.001+08:00

David Archuleta - A little too not over you

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside

And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand

2/14/09

2009-02-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

14th Feb?
Valentine's day?

Lol
it's all crap..
got so alone when your friends all had a valentine, yeah
ended up no guys hanging out with you?
hahaha
it's norm la!! what's our age?
not yet 18 and above!!
at least its just sweet 16 =.=

So tiring on that day some more

2/13/09
7:45pm
Ah sue called.
Ask me to go to school earlier.

2/14/09
6.15am
Woke up in a very tiring mood.
Not enough sleep though

6.45am
Receive a text message.
I thought everyone will be bringing their phone =.=

7.10am
Reached school.
Look for ah sue

7.30am
They said Im in red.
As in Red bag, red shirt, and purple nike shoe?
But i saw a guy having more red.
As in Red shirt, red bag, shoes with red at the back, Red pants.
Lol So now you see who is more red?

8.00am
Assembly sit according to house colour.
Sing songs.
Listening to Speech.

9.00am
The guys run 1st.
Then the girls.

9.40am
Ah sue walk with her valentine.
Me and shin ying walk back to school.

10.00am
so tired.
sit on the dividers.
alone.
so sian =.=

10.00 to 12.00pm
Something stupid happened.

1.00pm
Lunch

2.00pm
Went back home.
Rush to take shower, plan outfit, pack.

3.00pm
Late for tuition.

5.30pm
Bro pick me up and go to 1u.

6.00pm
Reached 1u.
Look for mel.

7.00pm
Eat dinner with Leon,Brandon, KC, chong ren.
Mel and Dudu is having valentine dinner i guess.
Sms Ryuzaki and got him coming to 1u also.

8.00pm
Met wen.
Went for movie.

8.30pm
Movies starts at 8.15pm but we know its bunch of advertisement.

10.00pm
Finished movie.

10.13pm
Met Ryuzaki

10.20pm
Called dad to pick me and wen.

11.oopm
Reached home.

11.15pm
Go to bed

11.50pm
10 more minutes before valentine's day
Puke.
Dunno why vomit at the toilet also.

12.00pm
Suddenly feeling not well.
Maybe depressed? I know something not right.

The end of my valentine's day.

2009-02-07T22:15:00.001+08:00

Where is my life?
I wan it back.

Should've straighten it earlier!

2009-01-21T21:53:00.007+08:00

The 4 of them are always gonna give a hand whenever The One of us are having this problem.

What the heck i was thinking!! I shouldn't be so selfish rite? I still have my friends!~! I was so narrow-minded..! It started from my 1st thoughts.. Now i know i'm not that left out when i was sick..!! and i was hyper again.. after picking up that call from.. errr my best friend? and a precious text message? A crush would not help when you're sick.. A good friend would not know when you're asking for help.. But best friends are always willing to comfort you when you get sick..

Im so wrong.. Me myself is not balancing my own friendships.. I now have to share my time and not so antisocial for my studies.. and for my pals.. and even a crush.. I cant be so selfish anymore..
Not even for a mosquitoe in my room buzzing around me like sh!t.. Im now willing to share my time.. with them.. for my forever best friend..

and i now know wat im typing again.. they inspire me.. from their sentences.. from the creation of 'potato day'.. i was always busy doing my homework.. always neglect what we've suggested.. always forgot what we've aiming for..

Its my fault.. its always my fault.. i guess we know each other 9 years ago.. i was not wrong.. since kindergarden.. until now.. we're in high school now .. running out of time studying.. everyday..

we should have a hang out again.. just four of us.. on the 'potato day'.. i hope.. and i wish .. we will never forget.. the Childish between us.. the Sarah aka Haras , thou wen , Kimmy, and me Wei hua.. which combine together became the most playful " Sarah Kim Wen Hua "

and Im here to annouce :" Iloveyouguys and our 'Potato Day' "

The Golden *Bold* *Italic* Thoughts |EVER|.

>| 海角7号 |<

2009-01-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

每个人的心中都有一封寄不出的情信,

不管是寄到天涯，还是。。。

人只能活一回，梦想却又无数个唯有放手一搏，才能知道机会属不属于自己。

2009-01-10T21:12:00.009+08:00

Sean Kingston feat Fergie - Big girls don't cry

I hope you know, i hope you know
That this had nothing to do with you
Its personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But i've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry

don't cry
don't cry
don't cry

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nice songs that i didn't realize it.

My heart want something.
That I'm forcing myself to not have it.
Always.

It seems like i like to control what i want
too much.
I can feel.
The way I kept quiet.
The way I smile.
and
The way I talk.

I need to rest.

I don't wan to live like this.
I want to be like everyone else.

But why?
I am a scor
i AM a scor
A scor?

Is it nice?
Sometimes i love it.
but sometimes i feel like hating it.
What the hell?

and
sometimes i think i shouldn't hate it
because its a gift
from God.

Yes.
I cant hate it.
Maybe it brings benefits?
or maybe i'm suitable to be a scor?

thats what God want me to be right?

I wanna ask You.
Why me?

Why I'm the one who suffering ya?

I don't want myself to be like this you know?

But how?

How to change my thinking?

I should have a busy time right now..

But why cant I made my life busy?

So i can don't think about this again

Anymore?

Anymore ideas?

I need to rest.

Seriously.

But i can never put this burden down from my shoulder.

I have to put these stones down One by One.

have to figure out a way.

To let me have a distance.

with X.

To bring me stay closer.

with all my friends.

To drag myself.

Study.

Scorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

>| Speechless |<

2009-01-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

...我真的...不太明白...为什么？彼此间的感情明明是那么的深厚，却仍然无法表达出来...为什么宁愿撒谎，都不肯向前进呢...

i have no comment
As in ..
erm i'm really speechless right now..
so..
i will be continue next time..
.....

Sh!t MYSELF!

>| There must be something! |<

2009-01-09T16:52:00.003+08:00

OH YES.
Im qualified to go for pure science class.. muahahaha
even though its crappy but i dont care.

I am HAPPY but kinda sad too.
leaving 4F class is sad but leaving my friends are more depressed
I currently missing my class now..
but i had to go for pure..
no choice..
love the subjects.
don like the class much..
too quiet.
too boring.
wont joke around anymore.
a new life?
kinda.
LOL
I MISS 4F!!!!!!!!

Oh yah.. there must be something..
if not X wouldnt complain that he's so stress..
worried?
i dunno..
i'd no chance to ask .
but i will try.
if there's another chance to talk with him..

just happy to be friends.
never think more than that.
Never.
caught me lying to myself
Again.

i have to shake away every thoughts in my mind.
just to concentrate
on my studies.
Really.
Its happy to talk to.
But its stupid to lost concentration.

我小鹿乱撞了啦!!

>| Why do we shout? |<

2009-01-06T20:43:00.004+08:00

One day, a professor asked his students 'Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?'

All the students thought for a while. One answered 'Because we lost our cool. That's why we SHOUT.'

Asked the professor again, 'But the person is just right next to you, why can't we talk softly but have to SHOUT?'

Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.

Lastly explained by the professor 'When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.'

'But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder...'

'It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why?'

'This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.'

'We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,' concluded the professor.

'Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.'

>| Taggies 06 |<

2008-12-22T23:10:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Jiyin.

1.Do you think that you're hot?
No way!!!!!

2.Upload a favorite picture of yourself.
Cause we're under the McD playground taking this picture XD

3.Why do you like the picture?
Cause im having a great time with all my friends!

4.When is the last time you ate pizza?
OH YES~! In Phuket, Thailand! haha its western food though.. not thai pizzas XD

5.The last song you listened to.
Crush - David Archuleta.

6.What are you doing right now beside this?
Yawn.

7.What name do you prefer beside your name?
Evanie LOL

~5 people to tag
sigh im lazy laaaa

Wen
Kimmy
Jiyin
Hui mi
Mel

8.Who is no.1?
Dwagon XP

9.No.3 is having relationship with?
erm.. no one la she so good girl LOL

10.Say something about no.5.
She's hilarious. i guess.

11.How about no.4?
She loves xmas very much and she planned to cut her hair i think.

12.Who's no.2?
She's my good friend too! Always point out something funny haha...

>| Taggies 05 |<

2008-12-22T22:40:00.004+08:00

Tagged by - Hui Mi

Rules:
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you (tagger).
*3. Continue this game by sending to other people. (refer to rule No. 2)

Time : 10.41
Name : Aui Yong Wei Hua
Age/Birthday : 15 years old / 13th November 1993
School : SMKBU3
Elder Sister : Nope
Younger Sister : Nope
Elder Brother : One.
Younger Brother : Nope.
Favourite Liquids [Drinks] : Vitagens i guess o.0
Favourite Consumables [Food] : Scallop wrapped with bacon!!
Favourite Place To Sleep : Sofa ^^
Flying : ??
Swimming/Diving : Diving.
How Much Friends In MSN : 43 + 116 = ?
Couple : SINGLE!
Loved Ones : EVERYONE!
Get Kicked On The Butt? : No way.. =.=
Allergic? : Nope
Gastric? : Yes.
Whole Fortune? : RICH AND LEAVE MSIA!! RAWR
Age Of Marriage : 29/30 =) until im stable with my career.. blehhh =.=
Children Wanted : 2 twins or 1 girl 1 boy =.= or maybe six?haha
Age Of Death : 101? haah
Animals In House : A dog. or fishes?
Longest Fingernail Ever Kept : erm.. i dunno how long but its really long.
Wanted Birthday Present : I want a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ try guess XD
Q : In your dream, God tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A : I wish ... i can buy Lancer and drive it to Dubai now and buy a house at the Dubai Palm Oil style houses near the sea. And donate the rest to the poors. May God bless me for Pmr results too.

( Im sorry that i did not design this tag and i did not tag people. )

>| Taggies 04 |<

2008-12-10T18:46:00.003+08:00

List out 5 characteristics of your ideal boyfriend/husband.

Cheerful
Understand me
Cool
Caring
Romantic

I tag :

No One ^^

Tagged by Mel

I cant feel it

2008-12-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

I just cant stop mapling woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot
Zzzzz Im trying not to procrastinate my homework anymore!!!!!
argh i even got no time to blog too!!!

sigh sigh sigh just too addicted to mapling =.=
someone please drag me out of my comp!!!!!

I just want myself to

Stop it.

>| If I ain't got you |<

2008-11-25T20:26:00.003+08:00

>| The tittle says it all . . . |<

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

Just joking.

>| 我明白了 |<

2008-11-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

时间真的可以改变一切吗?

我不知道.

霆枫说过:"人生就是如此，说走就走了..."

庆霖也说过:"爱一个人很辛苦吗?"

周杰伦的歌词:

"也许时间是一种解药　

也是我现在正服下的毒药

当作我最后才明白"

难过，看得出吗?

连我自己也看不出我在伤心.

对你，眼泪都没掉出来.

那是伤心吗?

2008-11-18T21:54:00.003+08:00

白羊座终极完美分析

'白羊吗？太恐怖了！他们脾气大、暴力、瞧不起人，还是躲远些、小心为妙！'
　　如果你这末认为，那你可能就会失去一个肯为你付出生命的人。受火星的灼烧，白羊决不是人们想象中的那种冷血狂魔！
　　白羊的内心世界有两个：恨的世界与爱的世界。白羊的外显世界与内心世界是同步的，只不过由于他的'恨'意更昭显，以至于掩盖了他爱的那一面。
　　白羊很善良，心中总是想着别人，很多时候愿意委屈自己而成全别人，但由于白羊不能掩饰自己的情感，凡事争锋，有什末不满就会立刻表露出来，于是不能将美事做尽，落个彻底的好人，反而最后还招来一鼻子灰！比如，白羊想看爱情连续剧，你想看科教片，于是你们就开始为了看什末而打假。如果你硬看科教片，则白羊会大吵大骂，最后'砰'的把电视给关上！白羊心里想，电视又不是你一个人的，凭什末只许你看不许我看？！你不让我看，你也别想看！但如果白羊占了上风，看上了爱情连续剧，而你默默的走开，则白羊一会儿又会觉得过意不去，心疼你，怕你不高兴，于是让你看。一句话，白羊是重形式不重实质，极度不能容忍别人挑战他的权威。
　　
　　其实，白羊是那种死要面子活受罪的人。面子，比白羊的生命还重要！白羊最不能容忍的就是别人贬低他、瞧不起他！谁要是对白羊吼几嗓子，白羊能吼谁24个小时。比如，上司若是责备白羊不当，则白羊就会气势汹汹的反责备上司，而且责备的更欢。上司责备他一句，他能责备上司10句！！当上司解雇了这个不肖员工以后，白羊不但不伤心，反而还有种壮烈感：'虽然丢了工作，但是丢得值！我当着那末多人的面骂了上司一顿，真是露脸！恩，同事们现在一定还在议论我的英雄事迹……'白羊边重新找工作边想，想着想着，自己便不禁暗笑起来，接着便是昂首阔步，得意洋洋，觉得自己真是了不起、不可一世！
　　
　　白羊爱面子，都爱到了成癖的地步。白羊希望别人喜欢他、爱戴他、吹捧他，最好能对他前呼后拥、关怀备至。白羊男们总是感慨自己为何没能当上总统，白羊女们则从来都认为自己是总统夫人的料儿，只是不小心找错了男朋友！白羊总觉得自己是个天才，只是因为怀才不遇才沦落到今天这种无名小卒的地步。比如，白羊认为自己天生就是个艺术家，只是张艺谋导演没发现他。若是张导发现他，他一定比巩丽要出色的多！由于白羊喜欢那种高高在上的感觉，所以，只要你平素多吹捧着他、赞美着他，则他便会'累死不知死'的对你，你喜欢他怎样他就会怎样。
　　
　　白羊很温柔，只要你没惹着他，你可以随便与他嬉戏。但如果你要是有什末一不小心的举动触犯了他，则最好赶快给自己准备个棺材。比如，白羊与你打情骂俏，很开心的气氛，双方都乐在其中。忽然，你一不小心，出手重了些，打痛了白羊，则白羊就会立刻瞪大眼睛、提高嗓门，把你骂个狗血喷头，甚至再狠狠的还你两个更重的巴掌。此时，欢乐的气氛一下陷入了僵局，弄得你心里别扭至极。但白羊却认为，闹归闹，你也总得有个限度吧，出手没轻没重，真是讨厌，我的漂亮的手都被你打红了！想着想着，白羊会更生气，弄不好再轰炸你一次～～～不过，过了10分钟，白羊又开始和你有说有笑，好象什末事情也没发生过。白羊凡事都来得快，去得也快，一般不记仇。
　　
　　你也许会说：'白羊不记仇？怎末可能！他们总是抓住别人的错误不放！'但是，白羊确实不记仇，他们抓住别人的错误不放，实际上是为了时刻提醒对方，不要再犯同样的错误！比如，白羊的爱人有外遇，但经过一番周折，两个人又和好了。那末，在以后的生活中，白羊会时常责骂爱人当初是怎末的抛弃自己、自己是多末多末的不幸、自己的心灵受到了多大多大的创伤！白羊之所以会这末做，主要有两个原因：一方面，每当白羊想起这些，就会十分的激火、生气，于是非骂爱人一顿不可，以解心头之恨；另一方面，白羊这末做是要时刻提醒爱人，以后不能再有外遇了，变相给爱人敲警钟！
白羊是那种把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦之上的人，因为白羊爱满处宣扬别人的溴事。比如，他会在大庭广众之下，说你们小时候一起玩耍时你不小心尿了裤子，更或者，他会对你的心上人说你有爱挖鼻孔的习惯（偶服了白羊了～～～）。但是，白羊并不觉得说这些有什末不可以，因为在白羊心里，这些都是那末的美好，是童年的回忆、是人生百态的小花絮。他们说你的溴事，仅仅是因为他们觉得好玩，觉得很甜美，能给人带来乐趣，把别人的目光都集中到自己身上来，让别人认为自己是开心果！白羊完全没有挖苦你、拆你爱情道路的意思，只是结果往往……
　　
　　白羊天生气质非凡，人中龙凤。白羊的人生宗旨是'活出自己'。由于白羊天性中有桀骜的一面，于是在与人相处的时候，就不自觉的流露出一种傲慢的气息。由于白羊的这种不自觉的摆谱儿，以至于不了解白羊的人都躲着白羊，因为他们觉得白羊看不起人。但如果有个机会接触了白羊，则人们又会认为白羊是那末的好接近、那末的好心肠。白羊自己觉不出自己的傲慢，心中只是暗暗纳闷：为什末别人总躲着我，我是多末的平易近人、和蔼可亲啊！！！
　　
　　白羊多没主见，耳朵根儿软，自己做好坏分析的能力很差。白羊极富正义感，喜欢让不公正的事情昭雪。但是，由于白羊的没主见，使得白羊的正义感带有一厢情愿的色彩。比如，白羊认为从一而终是种正义，于是，任何发生婚外情的人都会受到白羊的谴责与蔑视。白羊认为，我一生下来，父母、老师就告诉我要从一而终，难道我坚持从一而终还会有错误吗？！白羊不明白，任何的一桩善也是一桩恶，正义与否远非能用是否从一而终而简单定论。这也可从一个侧面反映出白羊是个简单的人，任何复杂的事情到白羊手中都会变得简单、易行（人生能有这种魄力也实在是一件美事）。
　　
　　由于白羊没主见，所以白羊本能的喜欢和能安孔约旱娜嗽谝黄稹０籽蛐睦锎娌蛔《鳎龅绞材┦虑槎家员鹑怂担蛭籽蛉衔鹑四芑航馑闹械牟挥淇欤馨锼馔淹纯唷０籽蚍浅Ｐ枰饨绲闹С郑裨颍籽蚓突岣械椒浅５奈拗⒔孤恰１热纾籽蛟诠财瞪嫌龅搅肆髅ッ蛩诠怀瞪暇湍艽蟪炒舐钇鹄础Ｖ螅现猎娓改福轮列镒优灾撂帽碇谇灼荩庵僚笥蚜诶铮寄芙耸乱晃逡皇南蛩敲恳桓鋈诵鹗鲆槐椤Ｐ鹗鐾旰螅鹑艘欢ㄒ煊λ参克妇洌裨蛩只嵯蚰阈鹗鲆槐椋煌昝涣说倪脒洞耸隆?/SPAN>
　　
　　白羊对待感情亦是反应神速。若你向白羊示意爱慕之情，则白羊若喜欢你，第二天你们便成了情侣；若白羊不喜欢你，就会躲你远远的。你若穷追不舍，他还会一点面子不留的直指责你：'躲我远点，我不喜欢你！否则我打你！'（汗～～～）在白羊心中，喜欢就是喜欢，讨厌就是讨厌，没那末多的的暧昧不清。
　　
　　白羊喜欢那种有惊世骇俗之举的人，因为白羊觉得只有这种人才配得上自己。比如，你们约会，到了吃饭的时间，你最好带白羊去钓鱼台吃，就算你的钱只够在钓鱼台喝瓶矿泉水，白羊也会因你的这个壮举而爱死你；你若带白羊去吃街头的麻辣烫，那末你就做好被白羊蹬了的准备吧！
　　
　　白羊的性欲很旺盛，但由于他们很顾及自己的面子，所以总是光想不练。换句话说，就是白羊的意淫很严重。比如，在公共汽车上，身边坐着一个漂亮MM或GG，于是，白羊就开始对其产生了无尽的有关性的想象……由于白羊的行动力超强，所以做起爱来也是超神速。

处女座终极完美分析

都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为'状态'。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。

　　
很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.

而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离\\'。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。

关于'洁癖'并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的'完美'格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关于'花心'一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦）。

关于'聪明'不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心计，你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。

关于'单纯'处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，
宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。

关于'幽默'都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。

关于'迟钝'别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。

关于'自私'处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。

关于'逃避'由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。

关于'内涵'处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。

处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样
来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

金牛座终极另类分析

幽默是金牛的天赋

与一般星座书上描写的金牛们相反，其实金牛座非常具有幽默感。他们天生就有搞笑的才能，善于制造轻松的氛围，不要再将牛牛们认为成是一群僵硬腐化的人，相反他们很可爱。还记得在《满城尽带黄金甲》的发布会场上不断耍宝的金牛发哥吗？他的幽默感绝对令资深娱记也大跌眼镜，人缘好不是随便说说的，金牛座有着宽厚的胸怀。

其实他们有着叛逆的灵魂

金牛基本上看起来都是乖孩子，仿佛脚踏实地，固执老实，但是，谁曾想到，其实他们的内心都有着一个小邪魔在作祟？他们虽然是一板一眼的生活，但是在他们的内心里却喜欢着调皮的恶作剧。不要金牛们想象的太沉闷，他们其实内心五彩斑斓，而且特别钟意制造出各种人生的小小乐趣。也正是这样叛逆的灵魂，让有些金牛让人吃惊。所以，一般的容貌姣好的乖乖女，或者一般人理想中的文静男，其实，都不属于金牛的鉴赏范围，他们总会奇异的喜欢些标新立异的人。这点在金牛男上表现的较为突出，也因此而衍生出不少瓶女和牛男的佳话吧。

思考是金牛的具象

在贪图享乐的外表下，金牛有一颗哲学家的心。他们看问题的方法与众不同，他们有着唯物主义的思考逻辑，不会轻易人云亦云，也正因为如此，他们让人觉得固执非常。

但是千万不要因为固执就否认金牛们的智慧，有马克思，列宁，康德……为证，金牛们完整的理性思维往往能建立严密体系，只是有时候他们太容易钻牛角尖！不过即使是钻牛角尖的牛牛也具有鲜明的个人特质，李敖就是这类金牛的代表：）

务实的人生不需要浪漫武装

跟牛牛生活是一件比较乏味的事情，如果你钟爱浪漫的仪式。

因为牛牛无论金钱或者生活，他们都踏着务实的步伐。他们不会轻易说我爱你，他们不会随便送花，他们甚至不记得你的生日，更别提情人节等什么形而上的各种纪念日，这让人大为光火。因为没有了形式的爱情，又怎么能证明是爱情呢？

但是，金牛们会告诉你，其实有时候真正的帮助其实好过鲜花香水，有时候挺身而出的担当其实胜过所有的甜言蜜语。所以金牛们的爱情，也许让人闷到感觉不出火花，但是，在贫乏的爱的表象下，却藏着他们深刻的滴水不漏而且日久弥坚的关怀。

享乐人生的信仰

金牛们懂得生活。他们虽然很执著，但是该放弃的时候，他们并没有太多犹豫。从利益出发考量的方式，让他们在现实生活中相当的如鱼得水，而懂得平衡自己的贪念，而追求物质的享受和一心的宁静，是金牛座中的极品。这样的金牛能够在逆境中坦然，在顺境中懂得顺应。他们有着预见性的智慧，使人生得到完整的规划。在适当的时候寻求闲适，所以金牛座很少有面临困境无法自拔的困兽，他们相当的懂得自我调节和生活。他们有着自己的节奏。

能够轻松生活的智者

金牛们在星座排行中表现一般，但是其实他们都很出色，金牛座的孩子往往是班干部，金牛座的爸爸妈妈都是模范爸妈，他们在生活中尽职尽责，富有责任感，虽然有时候稍嫌古板，但是正是他们撑起了所谓规矩的框架。

严肃生活认真思考却有能享有生活乐趣的金牛们其实非常可爱，当然，如果他们不那么市侩，那就更好了！

巨蟹座终极完美分析

巨蟹是心软的，容易被感动，即使表面看起来总是有一副硬硬的壳，但那壳子底下是一颗柔软敏感到极至的内心。它们面对一份感情是犹豫再三的，不要说它们懦弱，它们只是明白自己是容易受伤的。他们对感情抱有信仰，相信纯真、相信天长地久，所以有时是挑剔的。

这是一层表面坚硬的壳，其实攻克轻而易举，因为蟹蟹有一颗柔软的心。

蟹蟹恋爱了，这时的它们变的很粘人，很婆妈，因为你是它的中心，它会为你考虑很多，饭吃了吗？天气会变了吗？记得带伞哦！路上车多，慢点走哦！……..诸如此类！

蟹蟹是深情而痴情的，爱上一个人会爱的很深，即使明知道没有结果也很难自拔。这是巨蟹的一种固执，想要得到的东西，往往不会轻易放手。有时，一段没有结果的恋情会成为蟹蟹的生活重心。这无疑是痛苦的，但又难以自拔。然而，巨蟹的不安全感又在内心大叫着放弃，所以这时的蟹蟹总是在坚持和放弃的巨大矛盾中苦苦煎熬着。学会放弃是蟹蟹的一门功课.

当然，如果蟹蟹真的决定放弃了，它的坚决会让所有人吃惊。
要记住：除了你自己，没有人可以伤害到你
蟹子是痴情的，但又不善于表达，面对自己心爱的人拘谨、放不开。它们的幽默感此刻变得生涩。
蟹子是深情的，但又不善于把握，为什么一次次控制不住自己的情绪，说出明知不该讲的话？

分裂而善于幻想的寄居蟹在说巨蟹之前，先说说几个一直以来欣赏的几个偶像，他们都不同，但他们有一个共同点，就是，他们都是巨蟹男。周星驰，王家卫，罗大佑，李宗盛，梁朝伟，张学友……一般在每次排行榜中总是靠末的巨蟹们，看起来并没有很明显的个性，但是，他们在艺术方面的直觉和敏锐却是别人难以匹敌，从这几个人名里就不难看出。他们在生活中都是温文尔雅的，被动的，甚至往往是沉默的，但是在他们的电影，歌曲中，却展露出令人惊异的才华，让我们总是不由自主的为之倾倒。当周星驰让我们笑得泪水横流的时候，我们也早听闻其实戏外的他认真严肃，不苟言笑，对待朋友和情人都很苛刻；我们知道在戏里演什么都神形毕似的影帝梁朝伟同性格南辕北辙的射手刘嘉玲20多年同居，至今都不愿结婚，他总是说，其实他的人生就是在戏里；我们知道张学友出道前曾经是黑社会的小混混，天天宿醉，自暴自弃，也看到张学友成名后依然为了家庭拼命打拼，几近崩溃……

　　这就是巨蟹，其实，最能说明巨蟹特质的，就是－－分裂无论是哪一种蟹，他们都有着分裂的思想。他们渴望安定，也渴望出人头地，他们内心充满艺术的灵感，夸张的幻象，但是在现实生活中，他们总是低眉顺眼，很难真正展露心中的狂想。所以在艺术的舞台上，他们反而得以施展，让心中奇异的狂想放大到极致，他们可以将任何一首歌一个角色演绎的入木三分，所有来自于生活中被动的接受，在艺术的殿堂上得到了最好的宣泄，所以巨蟹真的应该属于舞台。即使没有好的歌喉没有好的外形，但是他们有良好的感受力和表现力，他们的性格实际上更像是一只寄居蟹，在真正自我的生活中，他们常常将自己包裹的很紧，但在诠释和演绎别人的时候，他们那内心的感情得到了释放。

　　巨蟹座的另一个长处是他们有着哲学的思考力世界因两股力量相互消长，而水象就是典型的阴柔之力。水象星座的人有一种天生的宇宙观，巨蟹也是如此，加之他们天生有母爱的情结，所以他们的思考往往带有着人性化的关怀。所以从事与艺术相关的行业的巨蟹，无论如何都可以算是幸运的巨蟹，因为能够得以发挥天然的性格所长。但是不是每个巨蟹都有这样的机会，所以大多数巨蟹都会感到自己的压抑和痛苦。他们不是没有渴望，相反他们需求很多，渴望很多，但是他们总是躲在自己的壳里做着各式各样的幻梦，只是在想，很少实施。所以如果你看到的总是低眉顺眼的巨蟹实际上并不是真正的巨蟹。那只是巨蟹的一个假象。

　　永远无法抹去的自卑巨蟹们其实是自我感觉很好的心高气傲的一群人，但是却又难以克服时时刻刻想躲进壳里的自卑感。他们天生多疑和敏感，碰到困难，就先躲进壳里，自欺欺人，在梦中编织自我的安全感，而从来没有想到如何主动将危机转化为机遇。他们对待困难的消极方式，使他们总很难真正木秀于林，他们总在捕捉他们认为最好的时机，但是那个时机却总是无法到来，其实世间哪有万全之策？当蟹蟹们艰苦的自我互博之时，大好时机已经失去。但是要改变这种天生的自卑感确乎很难，蟹蟹们几乎完全不由自主。
怀旧是巨蟹们的人生主旋律巨蟹们非常怀旧。他们喜欢旧东西，怀恋旧感情，对家庭有着天然的眷恋。泛黄的相片，褪色的丝带，尘封的梳妆台……所有一切带有浪漫情调的旧物，都可以让他们独自神伤，黯然追想，他们总是沉浸在过去的回忆里，永远记得年少时的孤寂敏感，永远记得初恋情人，多年后仍然四处找寻初恋情人的消息，慰籍多年来始终保持新鲜的记忆。所以王家卫的电影总喜欢用这样的句式开头：多年以后……

　　忽冷忽热患得患失的爱情他们天生悲观，永远需要多一点，更多一点的安全感。为什么他们如此需要安全感，因为他们天生就没有安全感，所以他们是很容易恐慌的，所以他们也就变得非常的多疑和猜忌。爱上一个巨蟹是要仔细思量的，因为他们会突然忽冷忽热，突然置之不理，突然恶言相向，但是其实他们并非不爱你，他们有时候是在跟自己呕气。他们渴望天天24小时同你粘在一起，他们对爱人有着强烈的占有欲，恨不得掏心掏肺给你，他们关注你的点点滴滴，小到为你买一支发卡，大到帮你选择哪路公车……他们都费劲心思，他们时时刻刻每件事都为你考量，但又因为付出的不停增加而变得越来越担心害怕，会不会得不到对等的爱。所以他们会突然变得冷淡了，也许只因为你一个眼神，他们就觉得你已经不如从前，于是开始无休止的试探，他们说话总是转弯抹角，但是却总希望你永远清晰表态，假设某天你也含糊了一下，那就完了，蟹蟹们立刻条件反射的开始惴想出无数个虚拟场景，在无尽的悲观中，意淫出种种悲惨场面，然后再见你时，就已经是冷口冷面，甚至说出无比绝情的话语－－所以，你和巨蟹的他们，是要努力去磨合的，给他们足够的信赖和安全，他们回馈你的，绝对让你感动的热泪盈眶。

　　虚伪包装下易感的心实际上巨蟹善于伪装。他们喜欢笑，无论何时何地，他们常常微笑，也许这笑容有时候让人欣慰，但有时候却会让人感到非常的虚伪。当然巨蟹们也总有自己的小奸小坏，但是他们虚伪的前提却总是先为了保护自己。他们对自己应得的利益是淄铢必较，有时候会让人感到他们是不是很小心眼，但是，在朋友聚会等场合上，他们又绝对是豪爽大方，主动抢着付账的人。所以其实巨蟹是个公私概念很明确的人，他们对该得的绝对毫不客气，而对待朋友，他们又觉得其实这点钱根本不算什么。他们是眷恋朋友和家人的，他们基本都有些喜欢酒。而且酒量都还不错，因为他们眷恋那种宾客相尽欢的气氛，更眷恋着家的和乐融洽之感。所以巨蟹们喜欢做饭，即使不会做饭也对美食有天然偏爱，他们懂得享受居家生活，所以巨蟹们有个理想婚姻是最快乐的事情。问题是巨蟹们却常常选择晚婚或不结婚，因为他们多疑又害怕，他们总是对新幻境充满怀疑，对新的家庭又向往又拒绝，在自我矛盾中，不断蹉跎了年华。

　　自己为自己创造安定感觉巨蟹们总是不安，这是一种不好的感觉，因为如此，许多巨蟹枉然蹉跎，终日郁郁。其实，巨蟹们可以尝试自己为自己创造安定的感觉。找一个家里人都喜欢的对象，建立一个自己的家，也许巨蟹会发现自己会变得安稳很多。找个摩羯是比较理想的选择。或者找一个自己的爱好，倾注所有的心血，自己也会变得安定很多。当然蟹蟹们也许会说，你这是站着说话不腰疼啊，要是那么容易的话，还用得着你说吗？呵。但是，无论怎样，当我们自己意识到自己的不安，就该努力去克服他，其实壳外的世界，没有那么可怕，这是真的。

　　总的说来，巨蟹们很可爱，尤其是在艺术上有成就的那些人，他们创造的都是令人仰止的丰碑，所以巨蟹们不必没来由自卑，其实你们都很出色。

摩羯座终极完美分析

年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
　　
　　魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．
　　
　　　　所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。
　　
　　　　魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。
　　
　　朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）
　　魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。
　　他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。
　　
　　感情（超级白痴）
　　魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．
　　
　　追求: 魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．
　　
　　被追求:　魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．
　　
　　拒绝:　如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．
　　
　　被拒绝:　魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

射手座终极分析

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。

现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。

拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。

多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。

射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！

　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？
射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
　人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。
　　在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…

狮子座终极完美分析

狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，他所拥有的爱情有的时候不是真的爱情，或者只是一种向往或者是自己的梦想，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。可是，狮子座的我们想想，仔细想想，你真的爱了吗？真的象你说的那样的爱吗？

究其根本，我们爱了，是因为我们爱自己，狮子座的人的自恋程度可以说是十二星座之首，他可以因为别人的崇拜的目光或者是弱势的态度而展现自己的爱和博大胸襟，但是，这不是纯粹的爱；

此外，狮子座的人很喜欢征服感，或者他不爱你，或者还不足够爱你，但是为了一份征服感，他或者会'爱'上你，以证明自己的非凡魅力，当然，狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。

狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人，我不知道别人是不是这样，我是真的这样的。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。

同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，这点我认识所有的狮子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。作为我，宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。

狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。

还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可能性，他喜欢为止的新鲜有趣的事物，如果你恰好具备了这一点，那么你和狮子座的人很配合。

狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有，我属于这一种，我讨厌过度无谓的修饰，但是欣赏另类特别和高雅的事物，对于爱人的选择上，可能也会结合这个标准。

狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看，他们不喜欢做八婆和有损自己高贵形象的事情。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

双鱼座终极完美分析

看过很多关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。

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　　最本质的部分：思考
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　　双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我告诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考）。
　　是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。
　　你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。
　　
　　因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点。
　　
　　再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。
　　
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　　与众不同的部分：信仰
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　　双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！
　　在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。
　　下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点：
　　'鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。'
　　
　　有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。
　　
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　　双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱
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　　现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。
　　
　　造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出）
　　
　　至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。

懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？
　　信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。
　　接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。
　　只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。
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　　双鱼的最大优点：感情
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　　与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。
　　对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。
　　任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中。
　　
　　对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。
　　
　　对于一个男孩子来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴.....
　　对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯..... 看你的运气了，如果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门................
　　
　　那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。
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　　提到感情不得不提的：公平
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　　很奇怪吗？公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。
　　双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。
　　那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？就是公平。
　　
　　如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓
好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。
　　
　　所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。
　　
　　反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。
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　　感情中的完美主义
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　　鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。
　　
　　对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。
　　
　　你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。
　　你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的开开心心。
　　你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。
　　
　　对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。
　　
　　所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？
　　
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　　双鱼真的浪漫吗？
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　　所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？
　　
　　我给你个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。
　　
　　那么为什么现实中是两样呢？因为2点，自卑和善良。
　　前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。
　　
　　那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？
　　因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。
　　
　　双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。
　　
　　我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中。
　　
　　当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。
　　
　　所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧。
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　　结语：什么样是好的双鱼？
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　　双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。
　　
　　而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。
　　
　　其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了。
　　
　　一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想.

双子座终极完美分析

有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西.
一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。
我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

水瓶座终极完美分析
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。
更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。
算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。
这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说'哪有？冤啊！'。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己'我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！'
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生

天秤座终极完美分析

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……
几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
'我懒得……'
这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。
通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！'
可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

天蝎座终极完美分析

天蝎，生于秋深。性喜静，意清幽。爱之切，怨亦深。本质轻名利，但拥有成名得利的天赋。

　　偏重灵与肉的完美结合。直觉力之准之锐，行动力之潇洒之特,常令徒有虚表之人忌愤不已。天蝎，一个别具一格的星座。格调分明有别常人，心胸高妙不露于表。常容人难容之事，亦笑人可笑之处。

　　对于朋友，重质不重量，高度要求知心。宁可孤独，也不违心。对于爱情，宁缺毋滥。宁可抱憾终生，也不苟且凑合。风流不羁的言行下，执着追求一种宗教意识的爱情信仰。内心具有高度责任性，忠诚性，自律性以及矛盾性。浪漫儒雅，风趣超脱。拥有奇异诱人的容貌气质。根本上，提倡由爱生性的性爱模式，鄙视纯粹的兽性性行为，但，自己却又常在意志薄弱时，自虐般地沉溺其间。

　　天蝎大多恩怨分明，黑白绝不混肴。犹如包公，宁可得罪众官，也要奖惩公道。多思少言的特质，齐全透彻的智慧，使一切真相假面恐慌不已。因此，本质静默孤僻的天蝎们极易招惹他人的非难和灌上莫须有的罪名。而其强硬又柔弱的本质，常使其背负黑锅也不辩护，不低头。典型的'独当千古错，冷漠自逍遥'的天蝎风格。只有在忍无可忍时，天蝎才会真正采取报复行为。可也因其很多时候过于忍辱负重，好比老实人发火，报复也就更显突兀强劲，反令圆滑的小人真正的祸首们恼羞成怒，借机大肆渲染。由于天蝎有隐忍为善的一面，更有别致的独特气质，从而也导致了天蝎倍受他人嫉妒却常被反咬一口的现象出现。也因为典型的天蝎,并不擅长疏通改善人际关系，更不善于有效地表达澄清自己，从而成为了十二星座里最具争议的一个星座。

　　天蝎们拥有天赋般灵性的思维，结合现实的洞察，产生了异于常人的思索角度。爱情观，友情观，人生观，皆如此。由于意识超常，天蝎们总是：苦于红尘无知音，不如隐形爱孤独。天蝎的确就是这样极端：不是最另类的现代人，就是最另类的原始人。

　　人们研究天蝎的误区在于没有能力到达天蝎的心理根本。

　　其实，天蝎们一生都在寻求知心的朋友，同时他们也容忍对手的存在，但，并非制造敌人。要知道，天蝎本性不好战，但具备战斗的智慧和能量。请注意：这是关键。所以你可以成为天蝎的对手和朋友，但，不要把天蝎当敌人。因为，天蝎从不主动侵犯他人的利益。你也不要做些低层次的敌对事情，那只能显得你自己无聊挫败。比如：如果你煽动众人，想用流言蜚谣打击算计，甚至孤立天蝎，那么不久你就会发现天蝎依旧活得很洒脱，很独特。因为，他们本来没有把你当敌人，某种意义上，是你自己'自作多情'，以小人之心度君子之腹了。而这种俗不可耐的敌对伎俩，对于天蝎们来说，无疑是一堆可笑差劲的破招。天蝎生性渴望理解,却不奢求理解，安于孤独，更能乐于孤独。天蝎的优势在于，对于别有用心的人，能够一眼看穿，并完全做到视若无睹。也许，当你自鸣得意时，天蝎想的正是不和这头牲口一般见识！看，天蝎就是这样的心态，清高地忍让，忧郁地承受，却，酷得干脆利落，宛如一位高超的剑手，不是不过招，只是你非对手。为什么你非对手，因为你已经把自己立意为敌人。对于敌人，不用过招。兴趣无时不屑一顾。兴趣来时，一剑定胜负。这种彻骨的冷静和孤高，也正是天蝎人虽不招惹别人，却还是招致阴险有毒的恶名的根本。而，也只有天蝎自己知道，真正恶毒的其实是你！但是，一切也都没有用，要知道，能够忍受孤独的人，也就是最无所畏惧的人了。这也就是天蝎为什么可以在铺天盖地的恶名谣传里，依旧活出自己风格的原因。某个角度来说，才思横溢的天蝎人，正是从别人不切实际的攻击诽谤里，看到了自己与众不同的价值。因为，没有人会化很大的心血很多的精力，对一个平庸无常的人做太多的关注。显然，天蝎是别具一格的。
我本善良，我本真实，这样的句子，用在天蝎身上是最恰当不过了。每只天蝎似乎从出生那天起，就注定要为自己的独特而历经许多风波。对于人性，天蝎从来看得比所有人透彻。

　　可以说他们极端，但是，他们无法不真实地活出自己。也许，只有'曲高合寡'这四个字，才是孤独奇特的天蝎们最好的诠释。

　　天蝎。星象书上说，诞生在深秋的蝎子是最复杂的。同意这句话。因为蝎子可以根据需要在具体环境把自己塑造成适合的角色，是个善于戴着面具生活的人。但内心本我的强大力量又让他们在某个时刻不由自主地显现出其蝎子冷酷阴郁的一面。几乎没有任何一个蝎子座的人可以逃避这点。因为，本质的东西，深植于骨髓，扎根于灵魂。

　　这里，我希望通过自己的一点薄见，和大家一起认识这最复杂的蝎子。

　　情感强烈是蝎子座的人最普遍的特点。我至今没有发现感情因子欠乏的蝎子。他们有着异常炽热的感情，但大多藏得较深，平时看来是个比较和气的人，一般不爆发，爆发时绝对是喷涌而出的，有着强大的震慑力。

　　能促使蝎子爆发深藏的感情的事情其实并不多。我总结了三种情况。

　　一是欺骗，这种欺骗也许不是很大，也许发生在很好的朋友甚至亲友之间，也许只是一桩小事，但蝎子看来，重要的不是欺骗造成了什么损失，而是欺骗这种行为本身，他认为这是强烈的不信任感，是对他的不尊重。一个小小的欺骗在蝎子的心中会激荡起巨大的不快，天性阴冷的蝎子习惯将它放大来看，也可以说这种与他们处事风格准则背道而弛的行为是他们轻蔑并排斥的。用欺骗伤害蝎子产生的裂痕一般是不容易消除的。当事人在蝎子心中的地位可以说马上会大幅下降。经观察，没有哪个星座的人象蝎子这样如此深地看重信任和尊重这两个词，他们一般对此都很敏感。敏感得容下不在他许可的小小范围内出现一粒沙。越是亲密关系间的欺骗对蝎子的伤害就越大。因为他们对朋友往往交出真心，而这种付出偿来的若是欺骗和背叛的话，蝎子的心会冷到极点。

　　二是侮辱。敏感的蝎子其实并不那么开得起玩笑，当然他们能敏锐地分辨出你话里的真实含义，善意的玩笑他们还是不会拒绝的。但带刺的话他们绝对能马上听出，他能感受到你语气中的真实的感情成分。很自我的蝎子绝对不容忍别人侮辱他贬低他。也许一件事情让他糟糕，让他吃亏很大，但如果需要的话他能压抑住自己的情绪，装作若无其事。惟独侮辱不可以，你可以感受到蝎子那一刻表情越发阴冷，牙关紧闭。那是他在积蕴力量，你能感受得到他强压怒火的眼神，开始起伏的胸膛，只需要一个小小突破口，巨大的能量就要喷薄而出。这个时候，了解他们的人还是赶紧收口吧，否则谁都不知道会发生什么可怕的事情。我自己就经历过多次这样的情景，从来都是是猛烈的瞬间爆发，不明白的人奇怪怎么突然发这么大脾气，其实真实情况是，他忍着气已经很久很久了，只是你硬逼他爆发的。

　　三是为了他认为重要的人。蝎子是活得孤独的人，他们自己都会发现，自己和许多人是格格不入的，他满脸的笑容很多时候都不是发自内心的，只是为了场合的需要，真正谈得来并懂得他们的朋友一般很少很少。生命中他重视的人他一定会倾力保护，蝎子为了保护那个人时，显现出的感情是强大的。这个人最大的可能就是曾在蝎子需要时给过真正理解温暖关爱的人。哪怕是一点点。象会记恨一样，蝎子对那些对他真心好的人绝对是记在心上的，没有太多的表面的东西，关键的时候，真正肯为你牺牲的那个朋友，肯定是他。对他最爱的那个人而言，蝎子有可能的话甚至肯为她去死。如果他心中的那个她被别人伤害的话，蝎子会有剜心的痛，这个时候，他可能会暴露出最阴暗的一面，如果要把报复和蝎子联系起来的话，那么这种情况当属第一。蝎子这时候可能会在巨痛的驱使下，用最黑暗的力量为她去复仇去摧毁敌人。在我看来，蝎子最最强烈感情表现出来的时候，应该就是他为了保护她的时候。水象之王的蝎子外表看来往往不那么强硬，甚至有点软弱，这是很多人对他们的印象，但了解他们的内心的人就会发现，他们是讨厌被指使的人。可以说，蝎子是吃软不吃硬的，平等对他的话，他便是个性子很好的人，要是想压制他，蝎子内心马上会排斥，并且潜意识里他们是很厌恶习惯对他们指手画脚的人的。他们心中多数是不服，但不会明显表现出来，也许暂时地顺着对方，背后则默默积累力量，也许干脆用冷漠直接表示拒绝和厌恶。蝎子确实是喜欢掌控别人的人，但不象火象的狮子那种气焰上统领一切的感觉，蝎子能用一种独特的暗藏的力量影响人，因为他有着洞穿别人内心的敏锐力和坚定沉静的气质。如果蝎子具备一些火象性格的话，则会是个让人感觉非常凌厉的人，冷静的外表下说起话做起事来霸气十足。蝎子如果学着性格张扬一点的话，会马上显现出强大的领导力。蝎子对自己的爱人也有着强烈的掌控欲，只有当那个她只对他一个人好的时候，他才感觉安心，他希望她能常陪在他身边，希望她能经常依靠他，所以小鸟依人般的温柔甜蜜的女孩子最能激起蝎子爱的感觉。这就解释了为什么他和水象的鱼儿和巨蟹很和得来的原因。
蝎子比较喜欢不带表情的说话做事，可以说，蝎子很难学会用表情表达他们丰富的内心世界，他们是不善于利用表情的人。蝎子本质是不爱笑的，尤其不习惯在一大堆人之间肆无忌惮地笑，蝎子习惯浅浅地一笑，让他们在众人面前表情夸张地保持10秒钟我相信是件困难的事情。

　　他们确实常给人缺乏亲和力的印象，哪怕是他已经认识到了这点并试着去改变了，结果还是会发现，一不留神，他和人的距离感又莫名地产生了。可以说蝎子的笑保留着人类某种原始的东西，蝎子笑起来会带着丝羞涩，特别是在人多或异性面前。看起来非常孩子气，让人感觉纯真，显得乖巧。但蝎子多笑真的比较重要，蝎子笑起来纯朴真诚的样子可以很好地打消他们在别人心中不好的印象。蝎子可以多对着镜子练习练习。敏感的蝎子有时会莫名地收住笑容，这会给别人不好的印象，他们会纳闷并猜想你突然沉下脸的原因，很多时候，蝎子和人的隔阂就是这么产生的。

　　在蝎子的生命中总有一种向往孤独的特质。

　　他们即使在受不了凄寂的同时，又渴望得到只有在孤独时才能享受到的自我极致发挥和无丝毫保留的面对现实。

　　所以，孤独的蝎子是矛盾的。

　　孤独中他们的心灵像眼睛，诚实敏锐得揉不进一粒尘沙。

　　所以，孤独的蝎子更能洞悉谎言与人心。他们只有在孑然一身的时候，才有机会登上精神的高峰，望得远，看得清，障碍尽除，思维如月光染雪，剔透通明，理智与感情皆回归到最纯净的状态，能清楚的照亮自己。

　　所以，孤独的蝎子睿智。

　　当蝎子被身边的孤独包围的时候，他们的内心却是在释放。他们的身体和灵魂变成了过滤器，吸取着潮湿冰冷的空气，渗透出清澈甘甜的水滴，那就是他们的思想。思想无限流动，不受空间和时间的限制，抵达所有相通的灵魂。

　　所以，当到达你的灵魂时，请你好好珍惜。

　　当你看到陌生人面前孤僻而冷淡的蝎子时，请你见谅，因为即兴发挥不是蝎子的强项，蝎子一向预热很慢，感情需要很大的安全感才能活泼的施展。

　　所以，当你想要了解那些外表形单影只，独来独往的蝎子时，请细心的感受他们内在活动的勃放如春。

　　对于天蝎座的激情别人已经写得够多的了，以致再写就显得有点多余了。其实那些描述严格地来说，也不完全正确。天蝎座的人确实拥有过量的激情。但是这些热情不一定是用一种显而易见的方式来表达的。对于天蝎座的人来说，性是一种表达的途径，它是一种达到秩序的方法，而不仅仅是肉体上激情的释放。

　　天蝎座对性和爱的渴望，通常与它们能提供的转变有关。他们喜欢把性与爱称作自己所喜欢的名字：一次神秘的经历、一次深层次的体会。性与爱让天蝎座向比他们自己更强大的事物投降。天蝎座的伴侣有一种巨大的容忍力，他们为了爱情和忠贞可以牺牲一切。他们甚至可以做出巨大的自我牺牲。在他们身上有一点狂热，这会渗透到他们与别人建立的关系中，并且影响他们的精神和态度。

　　天蝎座是不会在浅的池塘里划水的。他们纵身跳入远远淹过他们的头的深度的汪洋。但是有时候

2008-11-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

Rules :
- Pick your birth month .
- Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you .
- Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
- Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
- Tag 10 people

January.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

Febuary.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

March.
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

April.
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

May.
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

June.
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

July.
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August.
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

October.
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children

September.
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

November.
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

December.
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

November.
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

>| November |<

2008-11-17T22:08:00.006+08:00

I found 'something' from mel's blog after my parent's warning. =.=

November.
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

I did not lie.

Sometimes I really hate myself.

I did not say my life's sucks for my entire life.

But,

I do say a lot that i hate myself.

I knew my parents are right.

But why cant i change myself ?

I wonder if i can do something else.

Do what?

How do I know?

Be more patient?

Urgh.

That message says it all.

You can read my mind after reading it.

Lol. It's so true o.0

>| . . . |<

2008-11-16T20:52:00.007+08:00

>| Fatique. . Tired of being a doll for you guys . . I wonder when u guys will tired of showing off all your 'cool stuffs' . But i know im tired of acting in front of you guys. |<

I left you guys without saying a word.

I did not leave any message or any reasons for it.

I thought I gave you one but I just cant remember what is it cause I'm telling lies.

Or maybe I should try to talking to you again.

So I did it.

But you're still the same you.

Nothings different.

Even your attitude, not to say your appearance.

But you're still same as before!

Your show off - ness.

It really kills me.

Nothing would heal again.

Cause you are really you.

Even your friends abandoned you, you still you.

I wonder if you realise what happen to your attitude.

But you never know.

Its been a years.

I mean 2 or 3.

Cause i know you years before.

I saw you few days ago.

You greet me but i was too shy to see you and your other friends.

Because i was not as good as you and your other friends.

You guys are just staring at me!

You were just saying that i change a new hairstyle thats all?

I thought you will be asking me questions like why i change my school!

Or maybe a question like 'how are you?'

But you're just asking me like a fucker changing a hairstyle?!?!

What the hell that i have this kind of friend for YEARS!

Just after that , the other night.

I was bored and i called you.

I was asking why are you not with your old friends (that abandoned her)

You told me that you're with your church friends.

I was suprised.

That night i know you're just fooling around.

But you INSIST that you're going out with those fucker from your church.

Oh yeah, you fool me like im a dumb ass knowing nothing.

That night i just don wan to argue with you so i can ask you more.

But your show off-ness was still hyper in your blood.

So you show off bout you going overseas.

Its okay. Everyones go travel.

But when you said the places that you are going.

Are really scary.

Dubai?

Europe?

France?

Oh well . you're too rich eh?

I wonder you can travel there for like only a week or two?

I think i'll just stop now.

I dont wanna be a bad girl gossiping in the blog for long.

And here's a sweet message that makes me cry.

Its kinda a touching story i viewed it from the other post.

I think not everyone willing to watch movie alone in cinema especially for those people already have lover. At first, it feels weird when look at the couple who are holding each other hand walk into the cinema. If you sitting front row, you can see one of the partner couple head tilts on the other partner shoulder. Will you think of your partner at time that time? Will you hope your partner is beside you now? For me, i hope the next seat is my girlfriend who will be sharing pop corn and soft drink with me. When i feel cold or she feels cold, we will hold our both hand together so we can feel the warm of our palm. when there is funny scene during the movie, we will look with each other and laugh together.

To Siew Lee,
Although you are not beside me now, you are always in my heart. Although i feel jealous of other couple, i will not give up you and will wait for you come back and do everything i want to do with you or you want to do with me. 4 years long distance relationship, we suffer alot. Do not know how many pieces of tissue we already used. Each dropped of salty water is come from our truth heart. We know we miss each other very much everyday. As long as we can listen each other voice awhile, we already feel satisfy.
Thanks for those scientists who have created advance technology, so that we do need to be like 80's century couple who need to wait so long for each other pending letter. I wish scientist will develop a teleport machine soon, so that i can be beside you whenever you got trouble. Love you from Kelvin Chee.

>| My wardrobe |<

2008-11-16T00:12:00.007+08:00

>| I was cleaning my room yesterday lol . . . my wardrobe. . . was totally a disaster. i can never thought of having many clothes to wear but . . . it was totally full now. =.=
i shouldnt buy too much because its watse of money and watse of places putting it. o.0 |<>
My skirts

I been trying on all those mini skirts that i brought when i was young. and now . . .. i cant believe that i still can wear it.. o.0 my mum was amaze that the pink mini skirt was few years ago o.0

This is one of my most favourite mini skirt and it was the most exp 1 lol

My Belts and tie.

This is wat i wear to dinner.

lol. i counted i have 10 jackets , 7 mini skirts, and 6 belts, 3 caps, lotsa spaghetti strips and sleeveless top.

sigh . . im tired of folding and stacking it.

>| 13th Nov, 08 |<

2008-11-13T20:58:00.005+08:00

>| I thought its a big deal for me today . . . Nah, still the same . . .. |<

Im still bored. Nothings different lol
But there's still something missing. o.0
something that i wish for.
but it doesn't work maybe i should wish again.

Wishing . . .. . .

Why am i wishing for a stuff that wont exist in my life?
that i know it wont happen. But why?
lol am i insane or what?
does that really happen?
i dunno.

i just know im waiting.
for my entire life.

my 15th birthday wish

but this is just a 5th time wishing for something.

Scorpio,
You're starting a new life this year. Romance, Jobs,Money are new to you.

lol? i don need these rite?

argh. . back to my wish,
i really should have make this granted.
i mean . . . God. yeah God.

Dear God,
Im wei hua and now im right here to make a wish for my 15th birthday wish, kay?
Listen carefully.

Erm,
( Eyes close, mumbling )

Im done.

LOL argh!!why i keep thinking that doesnt exist again!?!?!!
i hate myself for thinkiing too much!!?!?!
i always think too much so i have white hair now.
i counted, 5.
5 OF THEM!!
Omigosh. . ..

Anyways,

im so tired now.
I must forget everything and sleep.
But i cant sleep!
Cant just let the time flow!

I MUST STAY UP LATE TILL 12AM TONIGHT!!
MUAHAHAHA SPEND MY TIME INFRONT OF COMP!

sigh.. i still cant defeat my eyelids its too heavy. . ..
im getting like a panda already. .

Oh I LOVE PANDAS!
Besides kungfu panda..
lol sigh. Im so random.

I should stop blogging.
I should.
I should make my wish come true.
I should.
I should sleep now.
I should.
I shouldn't think too much.
I should forget bout everything.
Everything.

And now, im thinking how to forget everything that stuck in my head.
Omigosh. Im thinking again.
Someone please shoot me,
Shoot me.

And every cell in my brain will stop thinking.

I should stop thinking about someone shooting me now.

Omg.

Came back to the same thing again.

How to get these things out of my mind?

lol

I should stop blogging rite?

Okay, I'll go play Gunz.

2008-11-11T12:28:00.003+08:00

" Thanks to Yee Shern, We're not friends anymore "

This is what i heard from Sue yee. If i did not make that stupid prank call. they will not break up.

I was blank staring at the keyboard now. I dunno where to start about this prank call.

Me as junjun sms yee shern : Ello Ello! XD ^^ dear y u nvr reply my miss call de?i miss u nehx

Then I fake my voice to call Yee Shern.
" wei ?"
" Wei hua? Are you wei hua?"

She knows its me. So we decided to find a guy to prank her.

We're looking for Ting Feng's voice. As we dunno where he went. So we decided to send another message.

Me as Junjun sms yee shern : Woi Woi~ just now is your fren hor? He he ^^ i am hua hua de fren oh! Just now why reject my call oh?

She replied : Taking my bath can or not . .

But at that time, Ting Feng came back to class already. So we decided to ask him for help.

Ting Feng :" Weeeeiii . . Ni hao ma? Ni shi sui?

Yee Shern quickly hang up the phone. So we laughed.

Until school's over, she called my phone.

She said :" Wei?"

But I quickly hang up because im in the car and cant let her know is me.

She message me again : Can i ask u something?are u really wei hua's fren?

me as junjun sms her : Yaya i go to skl wif hua hua 2day~ dat yee yee so cute lahx xp~ jux now i cannot answer u cox hua hua parent fetch us to pavillion

She replied : Oh i c . . . lets be fren then. . . my name is yee shern. . . wats urs?

Me as jun jun replied her : Owh~sern sern arhx~ im sho happi to meet hua hua fren lerx~ niwayx im junjunx~ XD

Is Shern not sern nice to meet u Umm jun jun . . . u from bu4 rite?

I did not reply her anymore cause im really watching James Bond in pavillion GSC.

But now. Sue yee have a big problem. Yee shern called her boyfriend telling him that junjun ( me ) is sue yee's boyfriend. WHAT THE HELL? I was wondering if i can fix this problem. and yee shern fake that. Junjun is from sri kdu. WHAT ThE FUCK. I wonder if i can tell yee shern junjun girlfriend is hua hua. Omigosh la. i wonder what fuckups she's doing eh?

Just like she wanted to break them up and finally sucess .

I really wanna fix this problem. and my plan is sms yee shern saying junjun is wei hua's boyfriend already and have to call sue yee's boyfriend telling him that day we're making prank calls and whatver yee shern says was just fucking around.

But now i wonder i can have his phone number from sue yee and make things rite 1st

Now the problem is sue yee don wan be together with her bf already , she says he very small gas. Oh well, she just let things happen. . . .. . . .

>| My To-Do-List |<

2008-11-10T12:47:00.003+08:00

My To-Do-List after PMR.

Play any Online Games with Mimi. [ Failed ]
Fill up my timetable. - As much as possible. [ Failed ]
Cant tell. ^^ But still . . . [ Failed ]
Must have a birthday party on 13th Nov, 08 [ Failed ]
Look for a new friend to chat with. [ Failed ]

Reason :

Mimi was bored of playing cabal and we're in different world. Anyways, he's playing Dota now.
Even though i look for guitar class, sports, whatever lessons. Needs to pay.
Lol.
I brought a new phone! Remember? sigh. i wonder if i can go out with friends on that day or not.
I tried my best to get 1 but im too shy to straight away asking people " Can I be your friend?" Lol This sounds so insane.

I still try my best ^^

>| Random |<

2008-11-09T21:34:00.003+08:00

Since the day i stop blogging, im already addicted to a new online game call Gunz. And maybe im trying not to blog any emo post anymore o.0
I promised.

Anyway, I was suprised because i never knew i will play any games anymore. But it was really fun and no one can deny it. ^^

Last friday night, after James Bond, I still stay up late to chat with my friends. Its Mel, Kimmy, Ji yin, and hui mi.

We're all talking about going out on the next Sunday.

Mel : wei hua
Mel : wanna go out ?
SailormoonX : YES
Mel : ok
Mel : when?
SailormoonX : next Sunday !!

Actually before that i was talking to hao yan papa.

SailormoonX : eh hao yan papa
SailormoonX : wan to go out or not ?
Hao yan papa : go where?
SailormoonX : of course 1u la.
Hao yan papa : when?
SailormoonX : NEXT SUNDAY!!
Hao yan papa : ok la
Hao yan papa : but whose going?
SailormoonX : u call your friend la then i call my friend also

But after a few minutes later.
It was a conference chat.

Mel : Mel had sent u a nudge.
Mel : guys
Mel : wanna go out on next Sunday?
Mel :

Venue : One-U
Time : 11-ish
Activities : bury hui mi [kimmy & mel] watch a movie , snack , shop
Rules : have fun ; no dicks, just vaginas.

GET IT?!

lol. i was shock.

Saturday night.

SailormoonX : hao yan papa
Hao yan papa : wat?
SailormoonX : next sunday got who going?
Hao yan papa : i dunno
SailormoonX : oh cause melissa and me go with girls only wor.
Hao yan papa : har?!?!
Hao yan papa : I call wen wen yesterday night already wor!?!?
SailormoonX : omg !

Turn to Mel.

SailormoonX : Mel!!
Mel : ?
SailormoonX : My friend call wen wen go out with them already !
Mel : Oh yah!! wenwen !! i forget to call her also!!
SailormoonX : lol i mean the other guys also call wen out at the same day with them!
Mel : omg then we faster tell her lo

I was . . . . . swt
Mel dont get what i mean.
and finally Hao yan papa says

Hao yan papa : But she never reply me wor.

I was . . . . . zha dao

walao! i made this mistakes and finally end up nothing happen. o.0
At last, i told the guys to go out on their own and girls go out on her own. I hope nothing happen. ^^

and too bad that day i HAVE to wear skirt =.= my mum asked me to wear skirt on that day
cause evening dunno go where after going out with friend o.0
i hope no one laugh at me thats all.

Ah shit and that skirt have no pockets omg.

>|装兔子的熊<|

2008-11-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

朋友说：‘时间可以冲淡一切。’
但是，对我来说，时间，不能解决问题，反而烦恼越多。

有可能你说得对，有如装兔子的熊. . .应该是我吧!

都是我想太多了吧!

>| E.M.O. 2 |<

2008-10-31T21:12:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a bad luck day .
So, Today is a unhappy day.

I went out with friends.
I watch movie.
I saw former school friends.
I ran like a lost rat.
I laugh.
I sang.
I sleep.
I cried.
I play games.
I talked.
I ate.
I read books.
I pretend im sick.
I put handkerchief on my head.
I wore jacket.
I fight my bolster.

But whatever I did.
My mind was focusing on the scene . Every moves in there is still fresh.
In the library, walking towards my friend's group. Trying to have fun.

This is how its started.
I even had nightmare last night.
Its not about you laughing at me.
It is about you telling me who do you have a crush on.

Non-sense rite? I have no idea i can dream of that.
I still can remember who is the girl in the dream and that girl is the most perfect girl i saw when i came to this school.

I have no idea how it happens.

My blank stares.
I stunt.
My cheek went pink.
Hell no, I should control these 3 devils.

I still try to calm myself down and listening to all my friend that comforts me.
I know you guys are helpful. But its useless for me. and im really sorry guys.
I think if i keep blaming myself i would be better. I wont talk about it anymore.

I'll just keep everything in mind. Okay?

2008-10-30T21:26:00.003+08:00

Embarrassing !!!!

Embarrassing moment i ever had in my life!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i don wan to go to school anymore@!! i hate myself!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

in front of the person some more!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit shit shit!!
damn it

why am i so stupid!?!?!?!?!?!?! i wanna die !! don wanna live anymore!! its been so long i always did stupid in front of that!!

what happen to me?!??!?!?! aiyah tell or don tell??!?!?! i never do this before!! OMGOMGOGMOGMG

what happen to me? why i became so crazy about that ?

I should calm myself down .

>| New Phone |<

2008-10-22T22:56:00.003+08:00

>| I just get a new walkman phone today and its so cool! |<

There's a shake control for me to change songs and it is really cool and nice. I love it man! Still playing with it! Shhhh dont disturb ^^

>| Im fine, Duh! |<

2008-10-19T00:04:00.017+08:00

>| I was not too hyper after Pmr too. But now, I'm hyper again! Gratzzz, wei hua! |<

Pmr celebration was kinda cool. lol i wonder if there is anytime we can hang out like that again! lol. Yesterday was a really cool day too! In the morning me and my family went to this high class restaurant to eat Dim sum. lol. theres scallop in a crab shell covered with baked cheese! lol i ate it the second time for the second week. The 1st time i ate it is before Pmr, my dad bring to me eat high class food just to relax me. hahah.

After eating breakfast, we went to Ikano at 1pm . We actually wanted to buy wines for tonight's Grandpa birthday party! lol . we brought 3 and Grandpa brought 1 and my God father brought 1 too. That night we really drink alot. But my dad just buy 2 sparkling for us, small kids. =.=

Anyway, around 5pm my Grandpa came. I was really tired. Cause we my family was buying adidas shoes. Im kinda a little dizzy again, yeah, low blood pressure. So i stand aside while my bro brought 2 pairs really expensive shoes. o.0 and my dad a pair of adidas sport shoes. my bro brought that walking shoes is made with leather inside it, and outside is some kind of animal skin. but its limited edition of adidas! lol. cool eh.

Come back here, we rested awhile at home and then go to the restaurant together. My God father and mother arrive later. Me and my Grandma was so exited to walk on the red carpet even it was prepared for the bride and groom. lol. The room was really big. and I keep playing with the karaoke's set. And we took pictures... ...... but we havent warm up yet. As in .... singing.. .... LOL.

We ate 1st, cause my grandparents will go home earlier or something and it was still early. then when we're kinda full. we start singing! and i keep singing and singing like no one else is there. everyone was shocked include my parents! EVERYONE!! lol it was funny to make them zha dao. hahah everyone did not KNOW i can sing. wow. thats so cool! and no matter what songs. Old songs , chinese songs, english songs, Rock songs. i can remember how the tone is. actually i can did this is because i keep listening to songs over and over again and memorize every songs. and light and easy helps alot. i keep listening to that station and oldies was fun to sing too!

When the song 月亮代表我的心 was choosen. I saw my grandpa was singing that. and i quickly run toward him and gave him the microphone. i had the picture. he sing until everyone laugh! is because he was slower . lol having fun time, duh! It was a One-Girl-Show that night actually. no one beat me, you know why? i can sing without saying 'I'd not enough breathe'. it was so cool to sing karaoke for the 1st time people just listen to you! i can never think of that but i just did it yesterday! lol

Singing really made me become myself. Errrr. it was because i was emo before my grandpa's party. even the Pmr celebration was not too happy too. but now i know im a little bit better!

Grandparents

>| Taggies 02 |<

2008-08-23T22:56:00.008+08:00

Auntie Pennie tags me o.0

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
I don't want to.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
Complicated?

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Both.

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yes. But I gave up.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
It depends.

6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
Bye.

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
I will cry behind them.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
I was trying to.

9 ) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Wasting their time.

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
I hate them.

[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1) Best place to cry?
While raining.

2 ) Who do you love the most?
My friends.

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
. . .

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yes. But I couldn't remember who was it.

5 ) how many bf/gf u have be4??
If I'm honest. One.

The last person
-you had a beer with? Its My dad.
-Went to the movies with? Kit kit.
-talked on the cell phone with? Kit kit.
-u yelled at? Cant remember, since I'd change my personality.

In the last week have you~
Kissed someone? No.
Danced crazy? No.

Think of the last time that a ppl angry at u..where? when?
Cant remember. Its been so long ago.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, wad would it be?
I never think, how to answer?

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Korea for 1 month or 2.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Of course No.

Are you old fashioned?
Yes. For some kind of stuff.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Both.

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
There's nothing.

5 Facts About Me:
Emo.

5 things that scares Me:
5 Hs.

8 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Cant remember any.

5 Things I treasure in My Life
My dreams.
Him.
Friends.
My dreamed future.
My dreamed Car.

7 "First Time" in My Life
When we were born. Everything is our first time.

7 Words/Things I Always Use
I use something when I need it. I don't count how many times I used it.

tag to:
Me.
Just me.
Still me.
Always me.
Only me.
Me.
Me.
Me.