朋友说：‘时间可以冲淡一切。’
但是， 对我来说，时间， 不能解决问题，反而烦恼越多。
有可能你说得对，有如装兔子的熊. . .应该是我吧!
都是我想太多了吧!
Monday, November 3
Friday, October 31
>| E.M.O. 2 |<
Yesterday was a bad luck day .
So, Today is a unhappy day.
I went out with friends.
I watch movie.
I saw former school friends.
I ran like a lost rat.
I laugh.
I sang.
I sleep.
I cried.
I play games.
I talked.
I ate.
I read books.
I pretend im sick.
I put handkerchief on my head.
I wore jacket.
I fight my bolster.
But whatever I did.
My mind was focusing on the scene . Every moves in there is still fresh.
In the library, walking towards my friend's group. Trying to have fun.
This is how its started.
I even had nightmare last night.
Its not about you laughing at me.
It is about you telling me who do you have a crush on.
Non-sense rite? I have no idea i can dream of that.
I still can remember who is the girl in the dream and that girl is the most perfect girl i saw when i came to this school.
I have no idea how it happens.
My blank stares.
I stunt.
My cheek went pink.
Hell no, I should control these 3 devils.
I still try to calm myself down and listening to all my friend that comforts me.
I know you guys are helpful. But its useless for me. and im really sorry guys.
I think if i keep blaming myself i would be better. I wont talk about it anymore.
I'll just keep everything in mind. Okay?
So, Today is a unhappy day.
I went out with friends.
I watch movie.
I saw former school friends.
I ran like a lost rat.
I laugh.
I sang.
I sleep.
I cried.
I play games.
I talked.
I ate.
I read books.
I pretend im sick.
I put handkerchief on my head.
I wore jacket.
I fight my bolster.
But whatever I did.
My mind was focusing on the scene . Every moves in there is still fresh.
In the library, walking towards my friend's group. Trying to have fun.
This is how its started.
I even had nightmare last night.
Its not about you laughing at me.
It is about you telling me who do you have a crush on.
Non-sense rite? I have no idea i can dream of that.
I still can remember who is the girl in the dream and that girl is the most perfect girl i saw when i came to this school.
I have no idea how it happens.
My blank stares.
I stunt.
My cheek went pink.
Hell no, I should control these 3 devils.
I still try to calm myself down and listening to all my friend that comforts me.
I know you guys are helpful. But its useless for me. and im really sorry guys.
I think if i keep blaming myself i would be better. I wont talk about it anymore.
I'll just keep everything in mind. Okay?
Thursday, October 30
Embarrassing !!!!
Embarrassing moment i ever had in my life!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don wan to go to school anymore@!! i hate myself!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
in front of the person some more!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit shit shit!!
damn it
why am i so stupid!?!?!?!?!?!?! i wanna die !! don wanna live anymore!! its been so long i always did stupid in front of that!!
what happen to me?!??!?!?! aiyah tell or don tell??!?!?! i never do this before!! OMGOMGOGMOGMG
what happen to me? why i became so crazy about that ?
I should calm myself down .
Embarrassing moment i ever had in my life!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i don wan to go to school anymore@!! i hate myself!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
in front of the person some more!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit shit shit!!
damn it
why am i so stupid!?!?!?!?!?!?! i wanna die !! don wanna live anymore!! its been so long i always did stupid in front of that!!
what happen to me?!??!?!?! aiyah tell or don tell??!?!?! i never do this before!! OMGOMGOGMOGMG
what happen to me? why i became so crazy about that ?
I should calm myself down .
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