Que sera sera

He, the love of my life and he knew it. He, with his dark intense eyes that pierce right through my soul and smooth, raven hair that falls lightly in front of his face, complementing his fair skin and cute lips. My mouth practically gaped open when he walked in front of me and flashed his dazzling smile. I quickly turned away before he saw me blush.

I had so many dream about you and me.
This evening i dreamed bout..
Me.
Going to your bm tuition and drag u out of the class by telling teacher some stupid reasons.
Then we run out to some places near by the tuition center and i celebrate your birthday with you.
Alone.
Wanna get with you for an hour just because it is your big day.
Very big.
Cause you're turning SIXTEEN.
A young adult.
Kinda.
Or
Almost.

I could make this as a surprise.
But i have no guts doin it.
So sorry.
So I'm just dreaming bout it whole day.
Hah. Crazy me.
I always thought.
But no way.
LOL!

What will be will be.

@.@

Do you know that it's very painful and suffering?

It's so painful to see you put that picture in your msn. i cant take it. im sorry to say that but seriously. it makes me think bout her again. i still remember u told me bout her. you're desperate for her. i was trying calm you down at that time. i remember every time u talked to me bout her. u told me everything bout her. and now. i cant stop thinking bout the past about you and her. it really hurt me. but i don wanna cry right now. later im going tuition. i just dam fucking emo. that's all. im such a sensitive girlfriend right? stupid me. i shouldn't be this way. i always think that loving someone must be happy. cause u found your love one. but i just don know why im like this. is there anything to change me? not to think bout her anymore? i hope i don know him from the start. until we recently meet each other. then we couple. isn't it better for both of us?


‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
darling
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
u ok ma?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
yea
‡†№₄ Hoong™†‡ - じ √ір™ says:
can tell me just now wad u thinking?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ XP says:
nothing

I'd lied.
and im not gonna put any symbols anymore. Not in this post.

Little too not over you?

I love you!

Well you stood there with me, in the doorway

My hands shake, I'm not usually this way but

You pull me in, and I'm a little more brave
It's the first kiss
It's flawless
It's really something
It's fearless

No matter wat people said bout you. No matter what's wrong with it. I still love you! xD Like i always said:" I DON CARE" or "DON WORRY!" ^^ but sometimes i hesitate too! just wonder.. yeah.. wonder why. and wonder how. xD but no worries dear! hehe xP. and this is the most true love i ever had O.o not like the past. stupid girl yea? haha im so in love with you!

Cause I dont know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first, fearless
And I dont know why but, with you Id dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

I smiled.
I laughed.
I cried.
I dreamed.
I run.
I eat.
I sleep.
I listen.
But.
I love you more.