.:.:. Whities .:.:.

lol.. can feel the heart pain wan.. O.o serious.. everytime saw his ex online.. walao.. i mean her fren. yea.. dam wad lor.. zzz i wanna know more thing but cannot like that =.= dam wat la..argh the heart so pain wan when i wan to know but cannot ask like that =.= coz i really like him ma.. then .. that small little girl like so innocent.. then no point for me to ask her or wat rite.. like very busy body.. sometimes when he's with me right.. i will emo and think .. whether he think of her when im his gf now? or when i hug him does he think bout how he hug her? in my mind was all about her.. this naive form 2 girl.. i still remember i ask him not to break up.. just because he argued with her.. i feel so useless coz i am really useless.. T.T i everytime no mood oso think like this oni.. hais.. i really dunno wat to do laaa.. and i don know whether he got feel the same thing as mine when i get along with guys =.= i didnt mean to talk to guys some times.. but just .. i just don know how to tell them i don wan to talk to them.. sometimes.. is confusing.. swt i do not wanna care bout anything now.. but he's always the best for me.. i don blame him.. i just wonder.. wonder..

WONDERISM =.=