>| Rant on Movies |<

>|I didnt expect something will happen to me o.0 But EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!! |<

Actually i thought my dad, wont let me had another outing already o.0 But he did let me go out for another movie! but not movie i think, he just wan me to have lunch with friend's but i went movie with them without his permission. Im not worry that he will scold me because he already let me go out with friends! So i just told my mum im watching movie when she called me.

And so. . . i went out for a movie! Which is "The Journey to the Centre of the Earth!" Do you think im childish when i watch this kind of science-fiction movie? I dont think so! Is because i found out it helps my science subject alot! They talk about Magnesium, stalagmites, Muscovite and alot of minerals , something like that i guess o.0

The dark knight? I didnt watch that. . . But i think my friend's friend, Chee Hong's friend, is right. Very right. His friend talk about Batman. He says :
'Batman is L-A-M-E. He had no super hero's power at all! All he use to fight is just gadgets. Gadgets that he brought from some factory? Created it by some professor?'
'Moreover, Batman had his logo and paste it on his shirt!' I found out its little bit offended for some Batman's fans like Wen. She told me she wanted to watch it so much. But im just ranting k? No offense o.0 *im innocent* LOL For more information, i had this news. From the Galaxy magazine, I didnt know it was Heath Ledger is the clown in the dark knight movie. And the bad news is. He is dead. On 22 January 2008. He's an Australian? lol i didnt know that. But sad case the last movie he was involved in was The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus. They said the production was put on hold following his death. o.0 scary and sad case. and another picture is him, michelle williams and their toddler Matilda taking an early morning stroll last year o.0 LAST YEAR! but they still show it out =.= Okay.

Next is Hellboy! I like this movie too! I watch it on last week evening, Tuesday. With my dad, bro and me. It was nice. I like it. It is about the troop of 70,000 Golden army is rested in a hidden underground. Its nice and Hellboy's wife. Had twins! Im always glad to hear about this great news. Cause I like twins !

Hancock. I wanted to watch it so much too! No time. and i think i'll just ask my dad to buy a pirated DVD and just watch it at home. LoL ! I think its funny. The trailer. I saw the trailer when i watch Kungfu Panda with Melissa and some friends, including her cute little bro! the others movie? i dunno. but all these are top ranking. from my magazine. the name of the magazine is . . . hot . . . o.0 kinda weird rite? but everything inside is totally 'hot' . every single news inside is hot = most viewed.

the Journey to the Center of the Earth *I miss out the starting because i went lining up the long queue when the movie already started 15 minutes ago. I still brought it because my friend said the 1st 30 minutes is advertisement only.* When i went in, i saw this part :

Trevor. A professor. 40++ years old. Which always figure out stuff with his theory. =.= .

Hannah. A fit girl. 30 + years old? Who like to go for mountain climbing. i think.

Sean. A kid. I think he goes there to ruin their journey though. o.0 i didn't mean it but he is trying to act smart sometimes. lol which cause them troubles. o.0

The dark blue sky is going to rain. Thunderstorms striking. When Trevor found some rocket shape thingy. He try to pull up. But the thunderstorm striking badly. So he advice them to hide. When he success, the thunderstorm is striking somewhere near him badly. So Hannah asked him to throw it away cause the rocket shape thingy attracts the thunderstorms o.0 but he so stubborn and bring that rocket shape thingy into the cave. So the thunderstorm strike the cave's hole and tons of rock covering it. Dead end! then they travel around the cave! they went in and in until Trevor is going to fall to the gigantic hole! Fortunately, Hannah grab him =.= wish he fall down and 'splat' hahah

And so, he found a piece of board on the floor. covered with dust. He asked Hannah to read it.
A sign 'Do Not Enter'. And Trevor wants to test how deep is the hole =.= Sean brings him a firecracker. He instruct Sean. When he throw the burning firecracker down, at the same time, Sean has to count how many seconds until the firecracker drop on to the ground! Its 3 seconds =.= Trevor calculate and said it is 20 feet deep. So they decided to climb down with their ropes! Hannah, as a mount climbing lover. She always has ropes with her. So they try to climb down. But Sean resist to do that. He was too afraid and had no experience =.= little kid jangan kacau la..

So, Trevor goes 1st. Sean 2nd and Hannah the 3rd. Sean was looking good! but he still scared. So Hannah said make a conversation with her! and Sean started with :
'Do you always come here and go down like this?' Trevor laughs. So when they're talking. Trevor trying to tell Sean bout the wall. He fell when he lost his balance =.= the rope hang him. that causes Hannah problem too. cause she tie their ropes together. She asked him to cut the ropes. So she wont hang there. They three were arguing bout cutting the ropes. So Hannah just took her blade and cut off the ropes. Guess what happen? Trevor just lie of the ground! they went down and found out theres a hideout. when they went in, they saw that its a huge mine. with train tracks. i mean before that, Hannah on a machine. thought she was going to cari pasal lagi o.0

but when she on the machine. all the lights in the mine on. there were still lights! even its centuries ago!. Sean was happy cause when there are tracks, they will find a way out of this cave =.= so he went to sit on the trolley =.= and Hannah went to get a thing which pump the trolley to move? I dunno whats that call but its rusty. Hannah pump the 2 of the trolley in front of her. Here they went! Then after a short distance, i found it more like a roller coaster. =.= they duck and fly when there's broken track. and their trolley separated cause of the road =.= and there's dead end at each tracks. so Hannah jump to Trevor's trolley. they used a rope to safe them self. But Sean? he think its pretty cool because his trolley ended up slowly besides them =.=
When they reach the place. they continue their journey. Looks at the wall and found out there's diamonds. stalagmites too! So Sean was so greedy to get all the Diamonds. He dig some out but suddenly they heard a crack sound. 'Crack' So they try not to move. and stop digging.Sean placed his diamond on his bag. Cracking sound again! So Hannah squatted down. Sweeping the dust on the ground. Found out its Muscovite. A piece of thin stone that easily crack. think so, cant remember though .

They try to save Sean 1st. cause he is a kid =.= Cracking sound every time they move o.0 walking step by step. When he reached the bag. he lift it up. But the diamond fell. he shouted :"NOooooooooooooOOOOOOooooooooooooooooo" slow motion. hahah but the diamond fell so badly that cracked the thin layer of Muscovite. They smiled when theres no more cracking sound. Before Sean take another step. they already fall
"AHhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHH"
"We're still falling !! Ahhhhhh "
"Do you have any theory for this?"
"I think if we fall to the ground, we will die of breaking bones; if theres water, we will survive."
"Do you have any other theory except for this?"
"He's right, Sean"
Still falling,
They found theres water droplets. big drops. they can feel it too! but its flying water droplets =.= They are glad to see water. They drop into the water and look for the surface. Sean goes up 1st, Trevor 2nd, when they found out Hannah is still in there, Trevor bring her up. She said her bag was too heavy. i think its all because of her ropes o.0 haha dai sei.

Then they lie down beside the water. looking up. found some stars. when they look clearer, its moving. blue in colours. when it comes nearer, its glowing. and nearer, its birds. GLOWING BIRDS!! ITS SOOO CUTE!! after flying awhile around them. the glowing birds lead them to another hideout. they followed them curiously and found there's beach in the center of the earth =.= but up there was red,orange colour shining up there like some gaseous-like. i thought it was a earth core.

but then its not hot =.= there's waterfalls,plants, and cave surrounding them. so fake la.

then they went to the waterfall, the professor Trevor was taking a book. reading out loud.
'Lidenbrooke had said about this nature place in the center of the earth!' But Hannah don believe him that human can come to the center of the earth. her father believe, and Sean's dad too! They(Hannah's and Sean's dad) both had told them(Hannah and Sean) about the center of the earth. they just don believe them and think they are crazy o.0 Trevor believes. and he blew the dandelions. a huge dandelion flower i think. then it flew so nicely. and they continue their journey. they walked along the huge mushroom now. its so cute and i like the mushroom. its taller than the humans so much. until they reached a huge tree trunk/root. Sean, cari pasal again, i thought.

cause he ran towards and up into the tree. it looks like there's someone live in there. but Hannah said she wants to walk around the place. so Trevor look after Sean and found out there's tools. and he read that the book is exactly wrote about this place. and the author was Lidenbrock. He said Lidenbrock had came to the center of earth! so they look at the notes on the man made table. there's map. and they found out this place. North = South; South = North. When they look at the compass. They had to see it in a different way. they read and read about the stuff written by Lidenbrock and Sean's dad, Max.

Back to Hannah, she walked around the forest. found a bottle hanging on the tree. sweeping off the dust. Saw the name, Max. Knew Sean's dad was here long time ago. And walk deeper. found more tools that he(Max) used to survive here. She came back and tell Trevor about it. Trevor ask Sean to stay in there. But He so stubborn listening at the tree's root. I dunno about Sean but I heard. Hannah said:'i think Max came here before' then Trevor ran to the place and look around. Sean was curious. Then Hannah looked at him, the face look sorry for him. Then Trevor was squatting down beside the rocks at the beach. Hannah bring Sean to see Trevor. Sean was curious and miserable and suspect theres something hiding from him. So this is the time that Trevor going to tell him about his dad.

I cant finish this story i think. . . Sorry

Red cliff. I watched this movie with my parents! My mum was mumbling besides when they are having their war. Its kind of cruel to see dead people. its fake but still sad to see alot dead body and bloody scene.

The others, I dunno la.. gtg eat dinner and later tuition.

>| Birthday |<

>| Happy birthday, Bro! |<

This morning i saw the rain pouring down heavily again. Wondering what did i heard yesterday. I was curious at 1st. But after listening to someone's advice. i thought about its a sign.
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

When i reached school. I look so lost at wen 'Remind you telling me stories?, she said. 'Yes.' She came to my place. So i asked her to sit. After finishing the story. She did not say anything. so i tell her maybe its just a sign.. tell her not to worry me ^^
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

Today's art lesson we had to make a tie-dye artwork.. i did not plan anything and simply colour some shyt colour on my cloth. When i was doing it, i found out wen is more emo than me o.0 Maybe she's the one who is always hyper so i easily found out she's so quiet today o.0 i asked her what was wrong.. she said nothing.. so i left her alone to let her think on her own. continue doing my work.. found out alot of friend's hands got painted by their own. some girls had their paint on their clothes.. wondering how they bleach it. at 1st i had a terrible hand painting. after washing it was better though.
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

When recess is over, we got back to class. kim's artwork had drop to the outer floor. she tried to get any stick get it back. so a classmate took the broom stick to get it for her. after awhile, we are called to go to the hall. to have a speech about Chicken essence =.= i was bored so i try to bully my friend sitting in front of me. hui mi said 'don flirt la, wei hua' she was mad though. but my friend was not angry and he was trying to poke me though. lol
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

As you know, me always being the emo me, trying to stay awake and study my science after school in the canteen alone. But before that there was another creature besides me. he was trying to stay back with me though. thanked him. before he go he said :'Bye, becareful ah' i was wondering when did he become so caring? lol i did not say bye.. i said 'hmmm' everytime when he talk, i reply him 'hmm , ahh , ohh ' nothing much. so i am alone now! im studying but i feel so tired and dreamy ^^ the fan . . . the wind is drying my eyes. but i did not rest, still continue read, read, and read. sian laaa. . . i sigh again.. finally its 2.50pm now.. brandon came back from center point. david came back from basketball court and his brother daniel. daniel was asking me where's my doll so he can fix it for me.. actually someone stole the doll from my unlock locker =.= so sad right? haha i always had locker problem.
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

Im going home at 3p.m. . suddenly felt im emo-ing again o.0 why ah? i dunno worr.. maybe tired? lol i didnt reply my mum when she asked me did i buy something for my bro.. cause i was emo-ing and thinking 'ihatemyself' haha dunno why.. anyways.. i sleep! sleep ,sleep ,sleep and sleep!
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

My mum suggested to my dad to bring my bro to eat crabs. I got no idea to suggest any food though. *no mood* Besides eating crab, we had prawns.. big prawnss. its not tasty for me but i dunno why my dad like it so much. and my mum love the crabs so much. bro? i dunno.. he was happy to eat though.. he just love to eat. no matter what is it. me? i cant taste anything when im emo-ing.not sure if that time im emo but i just don wan to talk and don wan to care about whats happening around me. When my bro was hitting the crab shell. the shell fly on to the floor when he had his last hit on the crab =.= i was laughing and the worker walk pass by. he look at me so i point out to the floor. but he didnt know so he just stare at me when he was walking around. =.= then when he walking back, he pick up the shell and throw it away @.@
( Im writting crap, you dont need to read if you don wan to )

I asked my bro these questions and i found out its a little bit funny, i think :

1. Do you like to celebrate your birthday?
Dunno.
He no life or don wan to tell me?

2. What important stuff you wan to do on your birthday?
Eat.

3. What will you do when your friend's and family is celebrating your birthday?
Eat.

4. Who would you like to celebrate with ?
Food.

5. Fine, what food you want to eat on your birthday celebration?
All kinds of food.

6. What type of birthday cake u want to eat on that day?
All kinds of cakes.

7. Where you wan to celebrate your birthday?
A place with lots of delicious and rare food

8. State 3 special thing to do besides eating.
Eat, Eat, and Eat.

9. Write out your feelings at the end of your birthday.
Im bloated.

10. Do you mind if i smack your birthday cakes on your face?
No, cause i wan to eat them up all by myself.

11. Can you please stop answering me with your 'eating' answers?
. . .
'haiz. . . go out la you. . don kacau me play computer.. go go go !'

finally he chase me out of his room =.=
but all he answered me is eat though. @.@
nothing much but eat?
haizzz he no life than me =.=
thought he will be better then me o.0

Here is some pictures i took at the restaurant.

My bro! looking at his phone =.=

what so interesting ?

dad asked him to look at my camera =.=
so funny la his face.. o.0

Aiyerrr.. my daddy eat until so dirty o.0
haizz he wear the shirt i chose for him from klcc de hahaa
cause later go see boss

in front of me o.0 clean? hahaha
better than their place ^^
i think @.@

>| E.M.O. |<

>| This is the last emo post. I promise. I'll never write another emo post anymore.
This is the very last one. |<

I found out im sensitive all these days.
and i really hate it.
Nothing much. Just after heart breaking for like. . . 3 times?
Im sensitive is because of my

Distol
Uranium
Masticular
Bi
Acetone
Systonic
Shit

Thats me. I admit it.
Im a super duper dumbass in this world.
Im so stupid.
I cant tell what am i doing.
and stupidness made me break my heart.
I hate it so much.
i wont do it anymore.
No More.

but that is totally controling me.
I WISH I NEVER DO THAT AGAIN.

Im so stupid and i dunno i cried for what nonsense.
man, i wish i never know him.
stupid me.
why am i so stupid?
i don know. and no one can answer for me.
all i can do is just forget bout it.
But the more i try, the more i hurt.
its all started from that day.
a very stupid day.
which cause soooo much problem.
i want to stop it.
i wish time can cure everything.

i hate LOVE.
it sucks.
i hate Sensitive.
it hurts.

I hate them.
But i had them.
I wish nothing happen before.
I wish i never exist in this complicated world.

Theres no way for him to come to my birthday celebration anymore.
I dont know.

Im just an emo freak.
Theres nothing else can changed me already.
Because emo is what im doing.
Emo sucks.

>| P.I.T.Y |<

>| It was a fine day. ^^ |<

This morning listening to announcement..
I was stoning when the guys behind me pushing around.
Suddenly, a guy fall on my bag.
I did not fall but their bag scratched my bag o.0
Lucky it has no scratches but i found out my key chain drop.
Which is Wen brought it as a souvenir from Bangkok for me.
I wonder who will repair it for me. @.@
I was angry but i did not do anything.
Then Daniel say it was his fault. Im trying to calm down.
Wen just saying nevermind cause it just a key chain.

and i kept it in my locker o.0
So when i finish taking my books out.
I wanted to lie on the notice board.
But the books just fell towards the notice board and i used my elbow to press it so it wont fall off to the ground.
So wen are looking at me from her locker and ask
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?"
I was laughing but couldnt move. So she grab the book and pile it up properly ^^

lol.. My classmates which is boys, like to play the 'slapping game'.
and they play it fast but keep slapping each other's hand.
I feel pity for them when their hand full with blood marks.
and they totally hit it hard. No mercy.
I saw Jason were playing with Jo wee when the teacher went out.
everyone were watching them.
i feel like helping Jo wee so he wont hurt so much though.
But i cant do it. cause every one were watching it.
So i watch it but i feel unhappy.
i just wish Jason stop slapping Jo wee's hand.

Then Puan Nik came in to our class.
asking why everyone crowded at them.
and she saw Jason slapping his hand.
I feel like helping Jowee.
But there's no way for me to care so much bout him.
I can just keep it to myself.

So after school, me, wen, bryan were chat at the canteen.
and kim went to the geography IRC class for the 1st time !
lol.. I saw Jason and when i find my book.
I saw him sitting beside my place.

When teacher starts teaching. She don wan us to open our books.
and asked us to put our hands on the table.
lol.. when we were doing that.
i slap jason hand softly.
at that time teacher were watching our hands on the table.
so he slap my hand back.*plays*
suddenly teacher says :" No holding hands ahh"
lawl..we were laughing!!
haha.. cause teacher thought jason hold my hand and blame him!

Just joke around though.
After IRC we ran straight to arena koko!!
me and wen are so happy that we have extra energy to ran!
lucky kah chan helped take my books!
so i can just carry my bag and ran.lol
we reach arena koko and sit near the stereo o.0 for the 1st time..
and brandon asked me to shuffle with the bass o.0
i did not practise with music before!! how am i going to shuffle with bass?
lol.. then brandon and li hau. . . . . argh
introduce me to shadow!!
saying im good at shuffling some more!! i noob la !!
but they say im the 1st girl shuffling. =.=
noob la.. then li hau keep saying i pro.. haizzz
i notice shadow keep looking at me after that.. but i pretend not to see him.
argh..!! and i promise brandon i WILL shuffle next thursday
so i have 7 days to practise shuffle with bass. =.=
stupid la they all @.@
ask me to embarrass myself..

Trying to shuffle with bass now..

>| Wally |<

[灯光也暗了 音乐低声了 口中的棉花糖也融化了 天下起雨了 人是不快乐 我的心真的受伤了 滴下的眼泪已停不住了 窗外阴天了 人是无聊了 我的心开始想你了 我的心真的受伤了]

It was a cold, freezing day.
Im still tired. Not enough sleep though.
I got up late.
I love the way walking alone to the class with strong wind.
Carrying lotssa books but i still feel happy.
I know I'm not the first thought that comes to a person's mind.
I'm always at the sidelines, looking in.
Sometimes i'm in the centre of attention, but..
Mostly, especially at school.
I don't call anyone up or anything.
I don't really have someone i can trust.
Everybody's just not close enough.

Besides, Im listening to a very touching song.

Wally by Aslyn

Dear Wally, i'm writing this letter sincerely.
To tell you you're the "sweetest boy i've ever known."
Remember that USO when we met.
You almost didnt go.
Well, me and your two sons are very glad you did.
When your eyes found me i could hardly breathe.
I wanted you.
Glad you wanted me.

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
i only loved you more.

That night was pure magic.
Who would have imagined.
It would become 55 loving wonderful years.
Your job was not all easy.
Those last years i could hardly speak.
But when i looked at you i knew nothing had changed.
And when i was leaving.
I could feel you hurting.
But then i saw those angels and i knew your love would want this for me.

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you more..more.. more...more more

So while you're waiting
Know that im saying i love you
i love you.........

I never stopped falling in love with you wally.
From the first day i saw you
I was sailor-bound, i just knew.
You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you


You had me, i was yours.
We danced out on the floor.
And with each passing day.
I only loved you more..

Dear Wally

man, i didnt shuffle long enough and i should have!
lol..
i watched a show and the show is about dancing.
they are so cool ,so i just interested in dancing after watching it!
argh! before that just need to study ==
i wish i can score lotsaa As.
and i just don know how to tell my dad or mum about the hari terbuka day ==
hope they wont scold me when they got my result =.+"
im thinking a way to tell them properly though. o.0
just hope i can get over it and try my best on my trial exams ^^
but i know i cant do that.. cause i so stupid! that suck at everything. =.=

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!

TESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

Dear wei hua~iesss,
Study hard!!!
Quit playing comp la!!
CONCENTRATE!!
From me.

>| T.I.R.E.D |<

>| Its all about him. |<

I dont know why i needed to care soooo much about him. Its already OVER!!
Form 1 ---> I found out i like him.
Form 2 ---> I found out we are not even friends.
Form 3 ---> I found out i like to do stuffs JUST for him.

I did a stupid stuff :

One day, i over heard him when he was talking to my friend.
He said he watch Gossip Girl on 8TV.
He said the actor and actress were pretty and handsome.
On the other day, i went to look for galaxy magazine.
I saw a actress picture which from Gossip girl.
It is pointless but i still dont know why i buy it.

Until that day im trying to forget him, i went to buy another galaxy magazine too! and i saw another actor from Gossip girl. But i didnt buy it. Cause im trying not to do any stuff that affects my study. And now i still cant forget him.

Today i was so tired.
I had to stay back even school is over.
I just became impatient when i get not enough sleep.
I tried not to argue with sarah.
And trying to become myself.
Not enough energy.
Really tired. Cant concentrate. Dont know what to do.
What i know im thinking is about heart breaking.
Feel like there's a blade that cuts right through me.

When you’re sitting there it’s hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn’t matter but you feel so far away
And I can’t lie, but every time I leave my heart turns gray

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone, it won’t stop bleeding
I can wait I can wait forever

It’s like every time I turn around, I see your face
I know it feels like forever
I guess it’s just the price I gotta pay
Until that day there’s nothing else I can do
And I just can’t take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
And I can wait…
I can wait,I can wait forever
I can wait forever

I cant wait forever - Simple Plan

I feel like another song suit me.

Take a breath
I’ll pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
I’ll never know the way
It tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell me something
To take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
and there’s so many things that I want me know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes me forever, I want me to know

And no matter what I do
I can’t make me feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won’t give up
Cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
You know I’ll be there for you

Some times i just couldnt understand myself.
I wish someone could help.

But too bad i had a terrible gastric and period cramp today.
Both.
By sudden.
I cant feel anything around me.
Just wish something can heal it as fast as possible.

Later on, when i got back home from school.
Im too tired so i lie down on the floor.
Trying to continue my homework on the floor.
But end up with a short nap.
I had not enough time to finish it.
So i think of a reason to explain it to teacher later.

But i cant.
Really cant.
When i was in the car.
Listening to the radio.
I told myself not to tell lies.
I cant feel anything but the pain.

I dont know why i post this out but i think i should be happier tomorrow.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

>| kLcC |<

>| I were facing a terrible fear this morning. I tried to do it. And it WORKS ^^. Today is just the starting of it. Its normal for me to afraid of them. Anyway, I tried to do my best and it really really works. ^^ |<

Anyways, this morning i went to tuition at 8.30am. My mum fetch Joey Ma too. Whereas my mum needed to go for calligraphy classes. So me and my mum talking non-stop because we're close i think o.0 Joey sat behind quietly. Actually she's solving her Rubik cube.lol So... I had a terrible fear. Which i never pound my heart that hard before. ( Im not lesbian though ) Just some stuffs. XP I were listening to Mp3 and paying attention at teacher as usual. So i can barely hear other student's voice. Later on, Cherly came. She sat with Joey. So here's another girl came in that time, a new student. wooooo! she saw my drawing (Storm riders, which i draw on wen's A4 paper.) so she purposely sat beside me i think ^^ when the 1st lesson go on. i saw her start drawing on teacher's given note i was suspicious ^^ She can draw. and is 100% better than mine, i tell u!! she could draw the shading of the clothes and i wonder if she could teach me the shading. poor thing she cant draw faces. o.0 she did not draw faces and any body parts. i wonder why.
Oh well, why my blog post become more boring than the others?

anyway, the tuition over and i had to car pool with Joey. Never talk much. I keep quiet like usual. And i dont like to talk during tuition. Even after tuition. When i got back home. my dad asked me what happen during the class. i said nothing but saying they are still the same.

Obviously prettier than me!

Okay.We wait for mum to come back and go out to eat breakfast. And it was 11.30am. Whole family just like a hungry ghost eating noodles. o.0

After that, my mum plan to go KLCC Isetan. Just because of mega sales == They advertise it mega sales but i think tiny sales would suit them. My dad and bro went to walk on their own. So me and my mum obviously shop in the ladies department ^^ i was tired. And my mum asked me to search for my own Brassiere!! (short form which is bra ==) argh!! how could she do that to me?!?!?! So i went 10 feet away to the bra department. urgh!! i were choosing by eyes looking.. o.0 so when i thought i saw the one i like. i went to take it. BUT BEFORE THAT!! I look left, right, and left again. not because of there's vehicles == but guys.. or someone.. looking if there's some people knows im choosing bra. swt so i walk 5 feet in front. i look around again. THANK GOD!!! my mum came.. she was scolding why i walk like a turtle. o.0 when i told her the reason. she laugh and finally she walk inside with me and the promoter took of my jacket and look at my size ARGH!! i hate it so much when buying this kind of private stuffs!! When we were choosing. I heard the lift open. "TING" I were so embarrassing dunno where i should hide my face!! OH GOD!! there's so many people were looking around!! and the promoter is asking me what type i suit == Omigosh..argh So she brought it. my mum chose 3 for me. == i wonder why those things can cost 100$ over ==

Anyways, We went to accessories department. Which sell hand bags, earrings, shoes, cosmetics, fragrance or whatever stuff it is. There's so many ladies over there. Luckily my mum not really interested for this season's fashion ^^ We went to look for my dad and bro at coffee bean later. They were sitting so comfortably while enjoying mocha and white chocolate dream it was funny when my dad ask me to get him some water but end up with giving him milk. lol. we were bloated after having only 2 medium beverages and a plate of blueberry cheesecake. We still went back to Isetan cause my dad ask for man's shirt. Me and my mum 1st went for Valentino Rudy. I like the name.But the quality is not really good i think. thats what my mum said. so we went for Daniel Hechter. o.0 I like the name too! And she chose the colour. I suggested pink. But we end up looking for Bonia brand. When my dad came. He prefer Daniel Hechter and the colour i chose. cause he listen to me ^^ 1 Hour later, He got a pink 1 from Daniel Hechter, a blue 1 from Bonie and a pair of pants. Forgot the brand. So we thought we could receive 10$ coupon if we brought 100$ stuff. We already had 362$. and we need 40$ to balance it into 400$ so we could get 40$ coupons. ^^ My mum wanted to find a shirt for my bro. End up buying Seeds white colar shirt with gold stripes ^^ When we went back to the counter. We found out the coupons is only for people who brought cosmetics and fragances..== we were laughing.
After that we went to grandpa house. After eating dinner we had our desert. == Im bloated. anyway, it was 7pm. and i found out theres a dancing show. the show is about the youngsters love to dance and they are not really good. so there's a professional coach. the actors and actress were our malaysian's popstars. so they can dance. i think. better than me == and theres a scence which the couple dance waltz.. lol they are good too! im interested if there's some actors shuffle HAHAHHAA but i don think they will shuffle.

Anyway, this is Jub Jub!

Cute right?


this is what melissa took when i went for my last outing with her ==
there's melissa, dudu, me, hafiq, henry, and melissa's bro and me !!

my hand ==

my mum brought this for me from MNG


this

and this
all together 100++ $ o.0

finally this from night market and i only love this ^^
my jaccoon cousin leg when she taking this picture ==
ruin my pic ==
but it was her idea o.0

>| Timetable ~ ing |<

>| IRC starts!! Alot of revision to do though. Arghhh! Time dont wait for us. So i decided to play less computer and study more!! (lols.. i know this wont work but i'll try ^^) |< ~Sunday~

9.00am - Tuition
11.30am - Breakfast
12.30pm - Play comp/ Sleep/ Eat/ Study/ Drawing
4.00pm - Bath
5.00pm - Go grandpa house ^^ Study/ Eat dinner/ Watch TV
8.00pm - Go home
8.30pm - Online ^^/ Iron clothes/ Do homework
10.30/11.00pm - Sleep


~Monday~

6.30am - Prepare for school
7.00/7.20am - Reach school/ Listen to announcement
8.00am - School starts
10.30am - Recess
1.50pm - School's over/ Eat in the canteen
2.20pm - Science IRC
3.20pm - Sejarah IRC
4.20pm - Go home/ Bath
5.00pm - Sleep ^^
6.00/7.00pm - TV dinner (alone)
8.00pm - Tuition
9.30pm - Do homework/ Sleep again ^^


~Tuesday~

6.30am - Prepare for school
7.00/7.20am - Reach school/ Listen to announcement
8.00am - School starts
10.30am - Recess
1.10pm - School's over/ Eat in the canteen
2.20pm - Malay IRC
3.20pm - English IRC
4.20pm - Go home/ Bath
5.00pm - Sleep ^^
7.00pm - TV dinner (alone)
7.20/8.00pm - Study/ Homework
10.30pm - Sleep


~Wednesday~

6.30am - Prepare for school
7.00/7.20am - Reach school/ Listen to announcement
8.00am - School starts
10.30am - Recess
1.10pm - School's over
3.00pm - Guitar Lesson
3.20pm - Sleep/ Online/ Bath
7.00pm - TV dinner (alone)
7.20/8.00pm - Study/ Homework/ Drawing
10.30/11.00pm - Sleep


~Thursday~

6.30am - Prepare for school
7.00/7.20am - Reach school/ Listen to announcement
8.00am - School starts
10.30am - Recess
1.15pm - School's over/ Eat in the canteen/ Eat at Center Point/ McDonald o.0
2.20pm - Geography IRC
3.20pm - Chinese IRC (usually ponteng and go watch shufflers ^^)
4.00pm - Go home/ Bath
4.20pm - Malay Tuition
6.00/7.00pm - TV dinner (alone)
8.00pm - Study/ Homework/ Online
10.30/11.00pm - Sleep again ^^

~Friday~

6.30am - Prepare for school
7.00/7.20am - Reach school/ Listen to announcement
8.00am - School starts
10.30am - Recess
12.40pm - School's over/ Eat with mum
1.30pm - Bath
2.00pm - Online
5.00pm - Sleep ^^
6.00/7.00pm - TV dinner (alone)
8.00pm - Study/ Homework/ Online
10.30/11.00pm - Sleep ^^

~Saturday~

11.00am - Breakfast/ Online
12.00pm - Bath
12.30pm - Still play comp for a while
1.20pm - Chinese Tuition
2.40pm - Break/ Tea time at tuition center
3.00pm - Tuition --> Malay, Geography, Sejarah
5.25pm - Go Grandpa house/ Watch TV/ Sleep/ Do homework/ Study
8.30pm - Reach home/ Online
10.00/11.00pm - Sleep


Finally i had done my daily timetable.. =.+"
So tired but i still can continue like this ^^
Im okay with it actually
And now is 8.25 Friday But i still haven eat dinner yet
I can feel the pain.. its still okay i think
Everything is fine for me
Just need some energy ^^

>| Tattoo |<

>| A tattoo is a permanent marking made by inserting ink into the layers of skin. But there's a temporary tattoo appear when someone created it o.0 |<

A tattoo. Is just depends whether its permanent or temporary.

A permanent tattoo :

Which will follow you for your entire life. Is it a good thing? Or a bad thing? If you did it positively, marks of status and rank, symbols of religious and spiritual devotion, decorations for bravery. Other than that? I dunno. lol

A temporary tattoo :

Its not harmful at all, and you can have tons of fun. But the poor thing is it wont last long. Even though you're having lots of fun at that time, but it is time to go. So 'What comes around, goes around.' By Justin Timberlake. hahaha

I do believe in karma.
Cause there's always something happen to me.
Something that i might blog it other time o.0
So what im trying to say is :


Everything is just like a tattoo.
Just differentiate by either Permanent or Temporary.


And here's a song

Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you


Hope u enjoy it ^^