>| November |<

I found 'something' from mel's blog after my parent's warning. =.=

November.
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.



I did not lie.

Sometimes I really hate myself.

I did not say my life's sucks for my entire life.

But,

I do say a lot that i hate myself.

I knew my parents are right.

But why cant i change myself ?

I wonder if i can do something else.

Do what?

How do I know?

Be more patient?

Urgh.

That message says it all.

You can read my mind after reading it.

Lol. It's so true o.0