Haiz

Nothing gonna be so easy.

~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*my fren told me something ytd
*he is true.. i mean..
*bout lollipop
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Huh?
*Wat true bout lollipop
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*um
*as in
*i don need him
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Hmmm
*Really?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i don know
*im not sure wat i wan
*oi
*u thr?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Ya...
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*then u und me?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*But without him u so miss him...
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*Lol
*thats why i dunno
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*U dun wanna pakto but u wan him
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i miss him every day but the feeling .. dunno where it go
*yalo.. i don wan go pakto with him 1st some more
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*No miss him d?
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ghot
*got
*but..
*not desperate lor..
*i think i know wat i wan gua
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Wat u wan?
*Just be fren wif him
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i guess so
*i dunno..
*LO
*LOL
*i tot i know
*but actuali i dunno
*haha
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*-.-
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*i think im tired
*so i don wan?
*i still dunno wat i wan
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*But u keep missing him?

*I almost the same
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*so how?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*I wan her but she dun wan
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*wat should i do?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*See wat u wan lorh
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ok
*und
*i need time
*i don wanna hurt him
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*...
*Hurt him now itz better but i dunno la
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*LOL
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*If u wanna couple wif him then continue like now lo
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*wthh? i now just be fren with him oni.. never move on oso
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*If not then better make urself stop
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*ok
*und
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*Cuz u will cannot stop one
~ .:.:. aH Hua .:.:. ~ [He the sunshine] says:
*stop wat?
‡†Hoong™†‡ - √ір™ says:
*The feeling of wanting him

yea.. i wan him.. but now i don? wthhh.. i don get it..

after this conversation:

						no dear you do not NEED one then wat i wan? you're lookin for companionship, but dont go and find a guy just because u need a guy that makes u desperate, and gives the guy more power over u just because you're lonely doesnt mean u need a bf i mean.. i know exactly how u feel.. find a good friend. let it develope und it wont work out if u decide u like a total stranger i think i get it cause.. the relationship is goin to be weird yea being a good friend first.. and if u find u like each oder..den move on understand

i don know wat to do next..

Could u lead me another way out?